How inescapable
The sorrowful dessert i walked through
Its sand wail for every shoot of the time
"Throw us to his eyes instead!"
So loud for ears could hear
So daring for a heart could feel

But then the cape covered my face
As my eyes wandered to the east and west
Thrilled my blood until they were boiled
By feeling the stare of the haunting ghosts
Whose shadows crawled to mine
Reached to their tomb of the dawn

How insufferable
The urge it forced me to count for my time
One for the sun that alight my soul
Two for the love that had buried deep down
Three for the man who stumbled on his feet
Fell onto the needle of discourage

But then when he died
The ivy grow and the flowers born
And the snakes and lizards all gathered
Sent their prayers for him
For once he was a fearless wanderer

This is the ire of me
In this hour of madness
My last drop of absinthe
My Helios dissipated it

Run down to my house in the valley
My old pal is darkness and the ghosts of it
One more hour to scream in dreadful way
One more torture to bare in the deep hell

This is the wrath of me
AAAHHH
LISTEN to my prophecy
LOOK at my blood lingering on my cheeks
If it was for all human to see me
Then it will for all human to feel this

I FORETOLD MYSELF
I do what i can to tame myself
And all its disobedience of faith
I DID TRIED AND DEAD TWICE
Or in a countless ways
But still, i tried

At least i know that i did tried

Telephone, on my signal with stereo
Headphones, for a louder scream of buzz
Crusted words, soft whispers
I wish we would call more often

When will i let my burning fire
Breathing
With the water from the
Ceiling
Dropping slowly kills me softly
Until i spit it out coldly

I want to have something to love
Why must i suffer from the sorrow?
I want to know that i have hope
Why can't i wish to live tomorrow?

Oh, what a price
For a man to be loved
My soulless eyes
Torn hearts as i hope
Will my misery
Leave and let me go?

What will it takes from me, man
To bare this loneliness with pain
Will it kills me?
Will the fate rewritten for the sake
Of my suffering?

I desire nothing but a life
That fully lived with love
Slow dances, passionate kisses
Words of jokes and support
I desire whatever that life is

Tell me, man
Will i die with a frown on my face
For a life unlived
Or will i die beside my lover
At a last hold of our hands?

Shall we
come back laughing and questioning
whatever the world
and their words mean?

sailing once again
fighting against the world;
you and I
until the dusk's glimpse shows
searching our meaning of life

Even when our treasury's lost
our ship's sail torn
and the captain's nowhere to be found
i would still know
what the time hides under its cover

shall we
come back smiling while staring at the rainbow?
i promise i will look at you
when you turn around and smile at me

I should write
otherwise
i will miss the beauty of life
that walks past
just in the glimpse of an eye

I should write
for the wet street after the rain,
and the peace it makes;
The music in the background that plays,
in my rest after a long day.

I should write
dance with my pen
lost under my conscious time
incapricious smile
like a man after shots of wine

I should write
otherwise
with what else should i live this life?