Stolenghost

Stolenghost May 2022

Im a luminary ascending and lantern’s last night. I fell in so we can’t fall out, we like the neighborhood quiet 7am psychic reading minds while looking in windows. I shake in the breeze and dream i cant fight the dragon. Treasures left in my wake I’m realizing escape isn’t that easy. God didn’t abandon he left us to work on more pressing matters. If i don’t wake up I’ll arrive in the water on the other side. Let’s not split hairs let’s just chase the rabbits. Machines plugged into my eyes and connected to my heart sends me staggering down the street. I’m a lightning rod caught up in a game of capture the flag. I’m creating new plots for the plays that were your favorites. I talk **** just to save your soul. I’d sing your praises if you could only save yourself. I didn’t mind my business until i had a business mind. I didn’t separate fact or fiction just to throw away both piles. We just want to fall forward like 96 simple life leaving shades closed until noon.

Stolenghost Oct 2018

3am thoughts

On a simple day i contemplate my place in reality and complicate my thoughts me, we and you. But i never let a house of cards slip me up i pick the pieces up. I’m playing jenga steady hand, steady minds of me and you. Us, what who? I unlocked the 8th gate of death, pain was the hardest for me to get past. Im a soul scarred mage looking to create my own path of understanding and beauty. I tip toe through the children of the matrix no lizard can stop my progress. I’m the secret soldier they were warned about. I’m electing my own officials to hold control of the contracts. Don’t try to figure out the past, accept it and remember. It will Alleviate your pain. At 3am I’m a prophet at 7 I’m back to being mild mannered me. Let the dreamers dreams let the music men play. I dont want to take away your time just trying to open up your mind and help your heart heal. Let me look into your eyes i speak volumes and never say two words. I think a lot, notice everything and say nothing. Watermelon light skies shine your being. Rest your head on my chest and I’ll whisper you the rest in peace, ❤️

Loved writing this so much. It really paints a picture

Stolenghost Oct 2018

V. Some sort of day

“ V. Some sort of day”

Some sort of day My frustration passes into sadness fiery eyes turn bright past night. Don’t end this before it can begin. The little legend grows the young design past mine. I want to hideout in our pillow fort built for two. I’ll wait two whole weeks and my heart hurts when i see you sigh without me by your side. Don’t give up on dreams let’s live in this just awhile longer I’m not ready to wake up from you. I’ll Learn every angle in your armory i want to figure out where you go from here. Don’t wish this genie away. Let me stay your efreet. I’ll be your friend who’ll let you win or not when you want. I want to live up to the cause of disaster. I’ll drive you under a street light and be behind you. I wouldn't hold my hand away from you was just adjusting my safety belt for our protection and steering our way into forever. Don’t let this be the end when i just want to shape the world with you through when the stars end and let my shadow hug you in your sleep. Don’t give up on me when I’m trying to find the Balance of cool and caring. Some sort of day I’ll want to spend the day alone with you in the dark again or I’ll just fade and forget how you smile and look away. I’m sampling our time to spend for the future in my memories. I’m torn two degrees caught out in the cold of this beauty. I hope to see you conquer the world even if it’s without me. My heart can’t break but the pieces can shatter and fall into another place. I’d like to share you with the world but I’m too late chaos cAptured me and stole it all away. Remember me when you sleep I’ll be the shadow hugging you from all around. Some sort of day one just not like today.

Stolenghost Oct 2018

Thought number 37 and 1 were about the same

Jumbled passion I’m just stripping it down to sing through the door.

I wish it was all simple but it’s not so I’ll dance in rain storms until they can’t see me crying. Or is it laughing alone into the dark i figured out tic tac toe but I’m on to another angle

Stuck inside my comfy coffin coughing out loud at night to know I’m still here blankets held me in tight nailed to my bed life there’s no tomorrow.

Mothership had no room for homeless loveless lovers who’s world had gone light years away. Sometimes you have to factor in the phone calls they made to get past you and leave you here.

The butterflies in your stomach like the moment before they contact you and you don’t understand how they feel even if you can’t figure the factors the equation will never add up.

This was just thought 37,000 of 1 million and I’m not gonna grow up anytime soon so leave me sedated in the sedan with medication that binds me to the stars.

Wrote this through the day today. The idea of being stuck in my bed like it’s a prison was in my head for it.

Stolenghost Oct 2018

Memory lane

Will you hide out in my club house with me and ill chase you down memory lane. Suffocate the fears and fires. Peaking out behind the trees until you can find me in the shade I’ll kick through all your leaves that you left out in the garden. I’ll be the rabble master flinging chalk Back at the board until i get the math problems all solved. Everyones scared of the strays and instead i take them home stick them in my bed will you be my second hand Spector of the mark. I want to take you out of the park back down the corner where we are hidden in. Let you make the memory I’m singing in. What’s the disaster at the end of the stop? I dream of my last one cigarettes and my first drink of the last drop. Give me the smooth stuff to help me stay away from sober. Could you be one of the lucky 3? I’m just a genie that has given one to many wishes. So don’t try to save me I’m already sunk. But my buried treasure is true. Hide your head in my chest to help me see you even closer. Am i the person you think you see? Turn off the flash light Leave the streets lights flashing hug me more as we crash into the couch. My ships not adrift it’s barely afloat but i breath even when I’m under water. Let me kiss your should be behind you on the ride to memory lane. Be my hypnotic Spector the ghost that takes one at random when it roams. Let me say my lines to you as you sleep and watch the smile rise with the sunshine.

Stolenghost Oct 2018

Picking your moon

Your beauty holds me in high design. The curves capturing me like moonlight held in between shadows. Watching you walk by I’d like to understand what your motives are. why you are the way you are. Have you ever been trapped in a natural disaster while the worlds sanity around you dissipated, vanished and then wondered off. Let me lift the veil from your eyes sometimes the moon starts out behind you and travels it’s way around to the other side once you suffered in the sun for awhile. I’m waiting for my moment. Want to seize your opportunity to be a part of your world for awhile. I have my sun but will you be my moon? For once in our lives let’s let honesty dictate where we take our fears from here. I want to swim in your sadness take time off we will solve the worlds problems my bed building pillow forts for the fire fights when they break out after the time of peace treaty is called to sour our love of capture the flag.

Some ideas that have been in my head for a few days now.

Stolenghost Oct 2018

Valentine for a ghost

“Valentine for a ghost”

Desperation on the side of the road, kiss me like it’s two months ago and i want to lay close to you and listen to closing time, but the signs are all closed on our time. My heart hangs with me one more time until tomorrow. What part of the forest are you pruning today? Let’s lace the lights and let you move on to a new tomorrow. I’m glad you are happy. That means the world to my heart. Hearing from you sent me singing. I count my ways through your X’s and O’s. I’m just wanting that slow dance to start. My arms are empty and I’ll sing this tune when i see you. I’ll smile you’ll never know my thoughts go to the what if’s of what will never be. I’m dreaming of a dark day. It’s raining in all our skies. I hope you move on to big things for your figure it’s fragile in my thoughts even if i know you can handle any sling or arrow. Let that talk box bleed our songs in counter clock wise i sit on your side because i want to be by your-side. My mirror is shallow almost empty my hair hangs low almost in my face. i wont change anything in hope it won’t change anything. Nye was a new year and it bleeds into my future this year started out brilliant... hopefully I’m not the mind sculptor you thought i was. i miss you, a lady lover and i want to linger in your door way. Be my stranger stay long and dream of me tonight. And hopefully the bubbles bubble up over the brim of our glass. Be the mistress of solitude a singer who speaks of fortune. Don’t find out I’m not here. And I’m holding on to hope that your feelings could slow. My second life time lover a whisper of 100 Wishes and like that it’s gone. Goodbye Wednesday.
I get the mandela effect about cause it seems like January went on forever in another dimension, like side swiping cars when I’m coming down the street or turning mailbox flags up and walking past waiting for the rain to come. I’m stuck in the beginning of a final fantasy fiction scenario where you told me to never stop smiling for you. I’ll get on that plane and never turn around. I’m on a space ship headed to another planet where you and me didn't exist and I’m a lightsaber cutting through the fan fiction of a rainstorm I’m looking for a season to change to spring but I’ll hide in fall. Where will my story turn the page on our chapter. You were a side character i was hoping for a main role.
So come suffer in silence with me and stand on shoulders of ones who came before i want to arrange your eyes so you can see me again.

You’ll never hurt me again and i know you’ll feel better, but...

It’s ok cause I’ll keep living and leading a life less than fortunate, but the dust has settled and the lights are turned low. They swept up after the ending its time to go. You went your way and I’ll go mine. My heart is huge and i tear off pieces for people like you living in my home outside a dusty town, I’m the crystal ball for your gypsy curse. Don’t forget the time you smiled for a ghost.

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