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Feb 2021 · 218
L'amour des étoiles
Livy Feb 2021
I told the stars about you.
They listened to every word.
I fall asleep thinking of you,
but they tried to change my mind.
But I acted like they were wrong
seeing the word through rose colored glasses,
Ones he crafted specificaly for me.


I told the stars about you
how you occupied my mind
The way the sun glistens across your body,
the way your smile elegantly beams,
seemingly glowing with love and peace
so fierce yet as delicate as a butterflies wing.

I told the stars about you
how I loved you
how you left me broken and alone
the stars comforted me when I cried
the kept the night from being lonely
kept some light in the dark
kept my thoughts at bay

I told the stars about you
how I hurt and couldn't go on
the thoughts of self hate for things going wrong
the blames I put on myself
for how you treated me

I Told the stars about you
they listened to it all
about how much I loved you
but as I said it I realized
I don't love you at all
Oct 2020 · 41
UN .03
Livy Oct 2020
I hate you
You should have never been here
I'd be happier without you
You are the reason Im here
in this dark place
get out of my life I am broken
undeserving of love, of happiness
I need to work on myself
I love you but I must leave 

 I love you
You matter
Im always here for you no matter what
I wish you could talk to me, Im always here to listen
You will never know how much I love you
But you lied,
you cheated,
you let me question my worth
I love you, but enough to let you go
I hope you do well in life, i hope you succeed
But you hurt me and let me bleed
now I am here, alone
forever loving you from a distance

See I love too hard
I fall too quick
and that is my biggest fault
but at the end of the day we are all human
not good, nor bad
Just humans on a rock hurdling through space.
and with that i know it will be okay.
I will be okay and you will get the happiness you deserve
because everyone deserves that...
and thats okay
Oct 2020 · 45
Soulmates
Livy Oct 2020
Loud music dancing like no one is watching
raindrops splattering around us as if cheering us in finally one with nature
lazy nights fighting sleep having deep conversations about the meaning of life
Lofi playing in the background as if in a movie
finally opening the safe to my heart and trust I've kept locked away deep in myself
being myself finally letting my hair down shedding my skin becoming me
cheesy fries and juke boxes
scary movies comparing those seemingly scary demons with the real life ones we face that are all too real
confessing my darkest secrets and being loved no matter what I've done or say
my safe space
my home
my soulmate
Jul 2020 · 47
"I Love You"
Livy Jul 2020
You are told this on the swings during recess by your first love after being given an innocent flower
You are told this before you go to bed by the people who comfort you with a warm hug and wish you sweet dreams, their love washing over you warm and calming
you are told this by your best friend who you swear is your sibling after singing and dancing all night, time seeming to have halted
You are told this before your first game, nerves like butterflies tickling your insides and excitement making you want to pounce out of your skin
You are told this when you make a mistake and doubt yourself, shame slowly leaving your body as it lights up the future and possibilities seem endless
You are told this when he hurts you, because he knows it will make it feel better
instilling that doubtful reassurance in your head
You are told this when you are told not to see your friends and you listen because its real and he knows best
you are told this after he hurts you and you threaten to leave because he means it and you couldn't be okay without him
you are told this time and time again because the last time he hurt you was the last
You are told this when you finally break free and you cry on their shoulder because you finally had the courage to leave knowing you deserve and are worth more
"I love you" you finally say to yourself, realizing no matter what has happened
You are beautiful, You are Alive, and You are deserving of LOVE
Jul 2020 · 50
Awakening
Livy Jul 2020
An unknown glare stares back at me
A slightly maniacal, almost evil thing
holding a bottle
Unknown
in the other hand a book and a pen
Her eyes like daggers her body mangled inhuman and pale
I stand there worried for her yet unable to move
Trying to yell but nothing comes out

I look down seeing the pills and drinks around me
The knife on my bed and the blood soaked sheets
As I slowly lose control of my surroundings
I finally scream
drowned out by the world as I lose consciousness
The clock on the wall slows to an almost unfamiliar and daunting sound...

Tick ...

Tock...

Tick...

There’s a warmth
A calming feeling rushing over me
Finally I’m at peace, no one is here
It’s just me

I finally feel someone pulling me out
A cold shock,
then a warm hug,
a comforting hug
A calming voice
A voice bringing to light a waterfall of emotions
Cascading down my body ; I look up
To realize the monster in the mirror was me

— The End —