We talked like men.
We played like kids.
We looked like we were
in love.
That wasn't the case.
You wanted her
I wanted you.
I saw you flirting with her
today.
She is my best friend, I watched as you two fell for each other.
All I could do was front like I was okay.
On the inside I was screaming and running like Hell.
All I could do was ask myself how could
I let this happen .
But all I could do was remember not everything
works out for everyone.
He wanted her instead of ME!!
And she was okay with my Hurt.

Here I am feeling trapped.
                      Here I am no where to turn.
                    In the day I am crazy and free.
         When comes night all my tears spill like the sea.
                    I take walks to ease thy mind.
                When I return I scream it all out.
                   Probably unheard for the best.
      Because what good is it once I reveal all my fears.
           Will you stay? Will you go? I don't know.
  I continue to scream and reach but continue to drown unsaved.
                      Looking up through the surface.
                                        Here I am.

Here I am Flying free
can't explain what I see
through the night and starry light
would fly high but not tonight
for I must end this flight and
make things right
Here I am on this
Starry,Starry,Starry Night