She had honestly thought he was perfect
Straight A's
Good student
Didn't hang out with the bad kids
Didn't talk during class
But she didn't really know him.

So when she went to class that day
to her surprise he was there too
She was overcome with the joy that her unrequited love
was in the same class as her
Her heart thumped
It'd beat harder and harder
More intense by the minute

But she didn't really know him.

And when the class came to an end
So did her love
And the beating of her heart
The excitement she felt when she saw him
It all ceased to exist

Because she didn't really know **him.

If I told you my feelings
Would you feel it?
If I told you my heart was unkempt
Would you heal it?

If I asked you your feelings
Would you shield it?
If I turned away
Could you deal with it?

I left you behind
All alone in the Darkness...
And so, Alone...
Into that Darkness
You sank.

If you fall
    get up as if it were your first time falling down

The arms of the ocean
Will soon come rescue me

I've wrote and wrote
for days on end
I wonder why your heart won't bend

Are these words
your heart does not know
maybe it's just that
your blood doesn't flow

So it may be
That your heart,
just wasn't for me

Than again I also knew
My precious words,
just weren't for you

Someone once said
"That place
is engulfed
in darkness."

However
That does in no way mean...
that there was never any light.

You whom bounds me
I unravel my wings
And Stare longing into the sky
The sky I was restricted from
Is now mine
It is in my reach
In reach of my outstretched arms
Like a young child reaching for its mother
For now I am free
Unraveled from your fate
The fate we once shared
The wind now blows
The trees no longer halt their sway
And no longer I shall stay by your side
You whom bounded me

I followed the beat of your heart
The sound of stars leaving trails of art
You were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the dark with you

I no longer have a home.
    I no longer have
a place to return to.

Nobody is waiting for me anyway.
   There's nobody
    who needs **me

You must do what must be done
For this, my last battle, can't be won

He is he
   And I am I

Two threads of fate
   That do not tie

And all were are

Are two clocks
   That do not tick in unison

Life is one big puzzle
Never to be complete
For there is always one thing
The puzzles missing piece.

A bruise will heal
   it doesn't last
   it will leave me as I was

A wound though
   will leave it's mark
   it'll leave a scar across my heart

So if I had to say which you are
   I'd have to say
   you are a scar

Inspiring poets with
their ink ridden hearts
and bleeding pens.

It's all because of you
I've gotten to know the meaning of love...

There are so many
people out there
under this night
sky gifted with
happiness and
afflicted with
suffering

But the
same strong
wind
blows over
us all.

Sometimes you become lost
you lose sight of what's in front of you
until the people who love you
your friends, and family, start calling out to you
they scream for you in hopes you'll hear them
and go find them again

Than there are people out there
who are just there for a short time
they're there to help you find your way
back to those who are calling you
after you've gotten lost

Those people are the most lucky
because they've gotten to see the side of you
that not many have seen

The kind of people who would pick an abandoned
animal off the street
whose hurt and wounded
and just needs affection till it can get on its feet again
than those people send that animal off
back to where it belongs,
to the people who are calling for them

Sometimes, there are those who are worth
getting lost for

Your tall silhouette
Reflects the light of the frigid hallway
through this dark room

You look as if you were a shadow
as You stand in my rooms doorway
Yet you also look like an Angel
with the lights that surround you

Are you  Ok , What is your expression right now?
I can no longer tell what your details are if you stand in the darkness
Where are you going?
Take me with you
No words come out of your mouth as you step through the door
Back into the light, Somewhere I am not
And my Outstretched hand tries to reach you
But I am too small to catch you
For you are out the door
And the door has closed
And I have Lost my chance to follow you
The chance to stay by your side

A single tear falls now my cold cheek
As you leave me behind in the darkness



*Now you're gone

I knew I wouldn't always be
                   first in your heart

But for that short time I was
          And you helped me see the sparks

You who's eyes lost their light

You who lost all will to fight

Next time I open my eyes

I will see your loving smile

And You must promise me

You will always give me that wistful smile

As I begin my Journey of loving you

This was never a home
      Just another house to me

No the voices that scare me
Aren't from the people that I dread
No these voices that I'm scared of
Are the ones inside my head

Only those who aren't kind
never realize they lack kindness.

A moment everyone risk's for
A Short time you and I mend together
That little part in time . . That little part everyone wishes for
That Short little moment, is Love .

To be able to halt time
Spare a second to give a bit of their heart to a person
Yet I wonder, what is the point of this feeling when it only ends someday
What is the goal of simply sharing your time with lovers
When that precious time could have been spent with important matters
Is love just a sufficient way to fill up an Insatiable being
Or a quick way to let time slip by without the result
of being hopeless and alone

Now I see, this love is for the world to share
As the Gardener gives flowers love to grow
As so does the Mother to the Child
What would we do without this moment in time,
Called Love ?

As I wish on a star

I'm hoping love with lead me
             right to where you are

Welcome to my mind
Where words will tear you down
Ensnare you in a trap
and leave you just to drown

Welcome to my heart
Where love ceases to reside
And any hopeful feelings
Are stolen by the tides

Now that you've come to know me
And all I've come to be
Do you still wish to find out
If I'm more than what you see.

I am getting older
     And now it's starting to show

Don't lose who you are
        Just keep wishing on stars

The heart that I understand,
The feelings that I don't.

The only way your heart will mend
Is when you learn to love again

Is it really a crime
     If it's all in your mind?

No one can hear your screams
          When you're in space.

Bare your heart to me
And I'll Bare mine too

Maybe if I'd read deeper into your words
                                          I'd understand

I was happy that only I knew
            the true side of you.

You tell me to be wise
You tell me to be loving
You tell me to open my eyes
and be Everything I wasn't

You tell me to be honest
Real
Perfect
And Nice

But Dear, I would like to see you try being all of these
at least once or twice.

As do you , so do I
I wish to become a poet with a keen eye

To let the pen flow with all of my words
To write of different places, and different worlds.

Take those who seek to escape for the while
And leave with a vivid, live smile

Though it may be far off, I shall dream
Dream of all possibilities I could someday come to be.