You who's eyes lost their light

You who lost all will to fight

Next time I open my eyes

I will see your loving smile

And You must promise me

You will always give me that wistful smile

As I begin my Journey of loving you

Hide your feelings in a Glass Jar
Send them through the Ocean ,
to prevent more Scars

For these feelings you hid away
Only brought you pain each day

So Darling hear me out
Let those emotions sail away
And let new feelings begin to sprout

You who loved me incompletely
You who's  love came in many different forms

I could no longer live with that imperfect love
I wished for you to hate me with all yourself
But you could not do so

No matter what destruction I did to your life
You still only filled me with incomplete love

Until we suffocate too much
This pretend love with continue on

And our facade of memories
Will live with time
Why the sweet love wilts.

The thin threads search in the dark

The thin threads search for one another to entwine with

These thin threads binding their victims forcefully

Realism and Escapism paste over your mind

Now it's time to fall in love

I cry
I fall down
I feel pain

You fill my mind with words of vain
You fill my heart with words of love

I fake a laugh
I force a smile
I put on a facade for the while

Until you hit that off switch
Until you decide I've had enough

I'll obey your words
Your every command
For I am only a machine
To do with as you please

I can break this wooden mask you dress me with
This wooden masks filled with an array of emotions
Emotions I am told to feel

The cracks make their way threw the wooden mask
A Jolt of sparks
A thud on the ground
A face of real feelings

I feel pain when I fall down
I get mad
I cry
I bleed if I fall

Because I've only been Human
Human all the while.

Your tall silhouette
Reflects the light of the frigid hallway
through this dark room

You look as if you were a shadow
as You stand in my rooms doorway
Yet you also look like an Angel
with the lights that surround you

Are you  Ok , What is your expression right now?
I can no longer tell what your details are if you stand in the darkness
Where are you going?
Take me with you
No words come out of your mouth as you step through the door
Back into the light, Somewhere I am not
And my Outstretched hand tries to reach you
But I am too small to catch you
For you are out the door
And the door has closed
And I have Lost my chance to follow you
The chance to stay by your side

A single tear falls now my cold cheek
As you leave me behind in the darkness



*Now you're gone

The world has turned it's back on me
with their threatening glares
as if I were a*  Monster
and what pains me most,
is the fact that you have also
*become one of them