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Barry Stauning
St. Paul, MN
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Barry Stauning
Sep 2018
· 223
untitled
Barry Stauning
Sep 2018
untitled
The sharp ***** of a needle
draws my attention
but lets go fast
I welcome you
you're hardly even a memory of pain
just a blessed achievement of your absence
other pain is not so easily muffled
by the post of my my head
on a soft pillow
the dull ache that grows deep inside my flesh
deep inside my muscle, my cartilage and bone
when I do little or nothing to stop the suffering
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Mar 2018
· 306
giving thanks
Barry Stauning
Mar 2018
giving thanks
I am thankful for every pup
that crossed the threshold of this door
and into my heart
I am thankful
for the trust
that allowed me into theirs
I am thankful
their capable teaching
has taught me to trust
I am thankful
that not one cowers, paces, barks or cries
as some did that first day
I am thankful
for foster parents
ready to share this adventure worth daring
I am thankful
though some days we may feel weary
there is no quit in us
I am thankful
for adoptive families
that take humble beginnings and forge unbreakable bonds
I am thankful
when pups bury their heads deep in caring arms
it is borne of love and not fear
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Mar 2018
· 296
the question
Barry Stauning
Mar 2018
the question
every foster parent asks themselves
"the question"
how will I let go, how will I sleep?
knowing what I am about to ask of myself
I understand, I really do
I wondered the same thing
no longer am I surprised
when sleep comes
sometimes I wonder
whether I really knew a good night's sleep before
the question that has pulled me in different directions
has but one conclusion
love them with every ounce of your being
every moment of every day
when the time comes to let them go
know that not a drop was wasted
trusting another with your “baby"
is a leap of faith
a life affirming leap of faith
affording them the opportunity
for a lifetime of love
and an unbreakable bond
an opportunity they never had
until you called them yours
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Mar 2018
· 226
counting to infinity
Barry Stauning
Mar 2018
counting to infinity
one, two, buckle my shoe
three, four, there's a knock at the door
five, six, pick up sticks
seven, eight, lay them straight
nine, ten, start over again
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May 2017
· 347
apart together
Barry Stauning
May 2017
apart together
existing as furniture
is a strange experience
I recall the smell of her hair,
the intense joy, struggle, and triumph
once smitten by the beauty of promise
the promise of beauty never strayed
perhaps if I had been more awful
we would have parted
perhaps if she had been more awful
we would have parted
maybe we both
could be a little better
the waitress brushes by a little too close
I think she uses the same shampoo...
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Mar 2017
· 414
almost home
Barry Stauning
Mar 2017
almost home
take my hand
and walk with me
through vanity jackpot beauties
through thorns
hold small, hold tight
be gleeful, be grateful, be hateful
embolden, nourish, disappear
be blind, be forsaken
dont' worry we're almost home
I'll get you almost home
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Jun 2016
· 332
deeper still
Barry Stauning
Jun 2016
deeper still
I never raise a hand against you
yet you cower
each day I reach out with love and affection
yet you cower
each day, one day closer
to your birthday
not the day you were brought into this world
the day you no longer see it as a threat
the deepest scars
borne of trauma and neglect lie deeper still
burdens buried deep in your heart
and in your mind
deeper still there is beauty
waiting to be discovered
I wish I could make you forget
some hands are not to be trusted
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Jun 2016
· 376
under the gaslight
Barry Stauning
Jun 2016
under the gaslight
I'd like to take a moment
to thank you please
I'd like to thank you please
for all that you've done
making me the one
the chosen one
I'd like to thank you please
for making me the object
of torment you can't keep inside
your most insidious lies, resentment and disdain
I'd like to thank you please
for the all the different ways
the sneaky different ways
it all came out sideways
I'd like to thank you please
for teaching me my pain
my blessed, pious pain
helping me understand it's my fault
for showing me
how to mend my ways
and all your praise
I'd like to thank you please
for stirring it in my kool-aid
that made it go down easy
I'd like to thank you please
thank you, please
thank you, please
thank you, please
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Jun 2016
· 281
circles in my mind
Barry Stauning
Jun 2016
circles in my mind
in the quiet and in the dark
everything is amplified
everything amplified
is amplified again
the depth of a breath
the beat of a heart
the shoosh-shoosh blood
rushing through veins in fits and starts
electrical pulses race back and forth
synapses fire at the slightest provocation
hurry up, wait
hurry up, wait
the endless bustle of an internal subway
delivering weary passengers to every destination
alone, in the dark
I hear their whispers
whispers drowned out
with white noise by day
slipping through the tiniest of cracks
running circles in my mind
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Jun 2016
· 530
the crier
Barry Stauning
Jun 2016
the crier
tic-toc
tic-toc
tic-toc
the clock above the mantel
recites this steady prose
this house stands empty
outside its walls
the wailing wind
echoes through its halls
the crows, ravens, vultures
invited they all came
to pick and divide
the mosaic of this life
the walls stripped bare
the carpets rolled up
only the creaking floor
protests this naked home
above the mantel the crier remains
reciting this steady prose
tic-toc
tic-toc
tic-toc
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