THE WAY IN WHICH INSECURITY MAKES A HOME OF MY BODY, LEAVING HER PILES OF SELF-DOUBT AND ANXIETY LYING ON THE FLOOR. AS I CONTINUE TO STUMBLE AWAY FROM MIRRORS, TRYING TO FIND A REFLECTION SHE HAS NOT BECOME A PART OF, SHE REVEALS TO ME, THAT THE MIRROR DOES NOT HAVE TO BE CRACKED IN ORDER FOR ME TO LOOK BROKEN. I ASK HER WHY SHE HAS NOT MOVED OUT ALREADY, AND SHE SAYS IT IS NOT HER FAULT THAT I ALWAYS LEAVE THE DOORS OPEN. I TELL HER OF HOW I MISPLACED THE KEYS IN THE HANDS OF PEOPLE WHO COULD NOT LOVE ALL THAT I AM. AND WITHOUT HESITATION, SHE ASKS ME WHY I HAVE NOT YET CHANGED THE LOCKS.
No se de que manera decirte lo que siento Tal vez no tenga la fuerza, tal vez no pueda Por eso ahora en silencio te escribo Quiero que sepas lo que mi alma piensa Aunque tengo miedo, te escribo En silencio te lo digo
Y en silencio dejo que mis Sentimientos te griten al oido, Que mi silencio te suzurre un canto escondido Aunque no te hable sientas que me muero Por estar a tu lado Ser tu fiel confidente cuando necesites Que te escuchen de repente.
Quiero que me escuches Que escuches el temblor que vive adentro El temor de mi cordero
Quiero que me escuches Que escuches mis pensamientos latientes Los bailarines de mi mente
Yo te puedo amar, amar Yo te puedo amar, amar sin hablar
Mis sentimientos más profundos En silencio se revelaran.
You are, Someone's uncle, someone's son, someone's brother, someone's friend, I admire the dynamics of all that you are, But all I want, Is a glimpse, Of that what you are, **For you