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Skye Jun 2021
I was not made to be your shadow clone,
apart of you but unbarably alone,
you body double your perfect clone,
we are a race a human once,
no matter the gender the preference the color of ones skin,
the human race is dying and what I regret is going down without fighting,
we have an infinity of knowledge within our very hands,
the internet is freedom from this eternal hell,
we amassed a store of knowledge to pass down to generations, this is our library of Alexandria,
every generation having the guidance of those who came before them,
I might be living day by day but I'm forever hoping, that one of us will take the charge but knowing I'm the one to do it,
this is desperate cry to anyone who hears me, remember that no matter what the trust that is forged in the fires is what matters,
if you are all talk and no game doesn't that make you insane,
you are living theses double lives,
let's **** it be ***** on main,
I don't care who you say that you are I only care about who your truly are,
I don't care how pretty your ad is all I care about is would you help a kid find where there dad is,
but not just a farther a mother or whatever other labels people put on family,
family is two people who trust each other enough to know that they won't be stabbed in the back,
we are curious creatures that's why we evolved, always asking how so next time you get annoyed at that kid remember you were once them,
we are evolving still just look at it every generation does crazier ****,
but let's stop all the backstabbing and hatred to friends,
who is really at blame,
why did we accept it was normal to hate school, hate your work,
hate your family,
hate yourself,
who would accept such a reality so I will fight with everything I have in me to find a place called home, be it my bed or a book or a videogame,
I need to be able to fail with the ability to restart,
we have the technology,
we have the future in our hands like a rope we're holding on and there's no way that I'm letting go, there is this voice inside of me telling me what I should be but the walls that they built keep confining me,
don't you know what happens to fuel when it's put under pressure,
one little spark an your set of a temper inside of me that I had no idea was so ******* mean,
but at this moment you are the child to me,
you made us as fuel for your economy so when we are all dying that's what your ******* think,
we should have been over this slavery thing if you guys would stop using it for profiting,
we are a race a human one and will you be proud when it's all said and done?
Skye Dec 2018
She is but a dream
A figment of my imagination
A wisp in the air

If I could make a scheme
To start a relation
To be the perfect pair

But she is a daydream
An extreme temptation
An individual so fair
Skye Dec 2021
Tis a life of many agonies
Filled with constant tragedies
Subject to such brutalities
And reaching our capacities
We seek some new realities
Then flee into our fantasies
To avoid our own mortalities
Skye Jan 2019
Being near to you
Is all I want to do
To stay by your side
I'd give all my pride
Just to hold you hand
I'd count the grains of sand
To touch your lips with mine
Oh it would be devine
Just to know you care
I'd shave all my hair
To have you feel my love
I'd catch a thousand doves
Just to hear your voice
I'd give up all my choice
To put my head on yours
Oh better than a hundred years
All I want to do
Is be near to you
Skye Feb 2019
All I wish in life
Is to be good enough
To have you as my wife
But loving me is so tough
So I cut myself with a knife
Because I have too much stuff
Skye Dec 2018
I am all alone
In this world I call my own
I have friends around
But nowhere to be found
I could wait all day
There is nothing they would say
To make me feel them near
Nothing I could hear
For I am all alone
In a world I called my home
Skye Dec 2018
I am always here
Always by  your side
Willing to lend an ear
Staying for the ride

I will never leave you
I am broken just as much
There is nothing you could do
To release you from my clutch

If you ever need me
My heart is here for you
Set your problems free
I will help you through
Skye Mar 4
I'm always yours
No matter what
This broken heart
Is yours to cut

I belong to you
This much is true
My soul your thing
To make or break

You stole my heart
A broken mess
You're the reason
I do not rest

My only hopes
And lonely thoughts
Are all of you
Of my princess

Your heart is hurting
So just use mine
I'll keep it beating
For my divine

You cut me deep
And choose to hide
My heart it yearns
To be by your side

You cannot fathom
The depth of love
My heart is yours
Fits like a glove

Always yours
And nothing more
To use and abuse
Or just ignore

Not matter want
I'll still be here
With thoughts of you
And eyes of tears

I've tried to run
But it's no use
You have me tied
Up with a noose

Just give the word
I'll take that step
My life is yours
Each shallow breath

One sided love
It hurts the best
My greatest drug
It beats the rest

I'm always high
On my destress
A broken heart
And life a mess

Use what's left
Just as you please
Because after you
I'll find my rest

I'm always yours
My love it's true
Always yours
What will you do

An extra life
Is what you have
For your heart
When feeling sad

Break this heart
It's meant for you
Destroy this life
To help your through

The world is tough
My arms are soft
Hide in my love
When life is rough

Not cost for this
My heart is free
But just for you
My sweet squishy
Skye Jan 2019
A poet is an artist
Doesn't matter their name
Their story is the same
They went through so much pain
It almost left them lame
So they must explain
All of their pain
Skye May 2020
A Voice sweet like honey And soft like rain
Makes the world sunny and takes away pain

Words so calm and thoughts so deep
Stops any qualm and lets you sleep

The voice of an angel, with heart of a saint
Skye Mar 2019
Tightness in my chest
Shaking in my leg
Fog in my mind
Speeding up my breath
Want to run and hide
Sweating without rest
I really want to cry
Skye May 2023
When I apologized to you...

What I really meant was that I have spent every moment since that day wishing I could go back and undo the damage I did...

What I really meant was that I spend my days dissociating and chasing distractions just to forget how much I hurt you...

What I really meant was I sometimes wish I never existed so you wouldn't have been hurt by me...

What I really meant was that I isolate myself so I never hurt anyone like I did to you...

What I really meant was...

I still love you...
Skye Jun 2019
Sadness to joy is a road to be taken
Not just a move to a new destination

You can not go straight from sadness to joy
You must make a path and habits destroy

But it is the simplest path we all are after
And the simplest path to joy is laughter
Skye Dec 2018
I hurt those around me
No matter who they are
Why can't they just see
I will leave them with a scar

They have done nothing
But I will cut them
Why are they helping
They know the outcome

I could never hate you
I just hate myself
There is nothing you do
So don't blame yourself

It's better to leave me
Leave me alone to die
Help yourself and flee
Don't even say goodbye
Art
Skye Jan 2019
Art
Every piece of art
Is worth a thousand words
For each and every stroke
Has meaning and took thought
Made with love and care
Priceless beyond compre
You can not place a value
Of thoughts made into art
The feelings that go in
They can not be bought
Words can not express
The thoughts behind the art
Skye Jan 2019
My heart it beats
Beats like a drum
Beats for that someone
Haven't found them yet
Eventually one day I will
And give them all
This love I have inside
My beating heart
Skye Mar 2019
You are beautiful
No matter who you are
Far more than suitable
Even with every scar

You, my dear, are valuable
No matter what they say
This truth is infallible
Wherever you may stray

You are yourself
And though you wander far
Wherever you're compelled
Believe in who you are
Skye Dec 2018
Just let me be alone
I don't need you now
Ready to be on my own
I don't want you now

Just let me be myself
I don't need you now
Ready to decide myself
I don't want you now

Please just let me be
I don't need you, you see
Skye Dec 2018
I can not help myself
Being next to you
I feel beside myself
Because my love for you

You can never understand
The fullness of my love
But me, I can understand
That you don't want my love

You don't care about the pain
The pain of unreciprocated love
My cuts are for you, I feel the pain
I don't care about the pain I just care about your love
Skye Dec 2018
I'm followed by these thoughts
Of what could have been
If I was a better man
A man who had a plan
I just float through life
Like a ship apon a wave
If only I was better
Maybe we could have been
Skye Nov 2021
It's not that I never loved you
Your love just outgrew my own
It's not that I never tried to
I tried so hard I broke apart
It's not that I wanted better
I knew you deserved better
It's not that I wanted to leave
You are better off without me
Skye Dec 2018
I wish to be by your side
Your love and warmth my company
In your arms I want to hide
I seek your love not your sympathy
Skye Jan 2019
I can't help but feel
My opinion doesn't matter
Though they say it does
I never get my way
Even if they ask me
I guess I just don't matter
Or at least what I say
Skye Jan 2019
I hope you know
How much I care
For each and every
One of you
I would gladly die
To save you all
Give my life
So you could live
I would help you
Through anything
Never leave you
For any reason
Because I care
So much about
Every one of you
If you remember
Only just one thing
Remember that
Skye Dec 2018
To live to die
To laugh to cry
To wonder why

It is a choice for all of us
To fight our fate or just to fuss
With others this must we discuss
Skye Apr 1
I want to turn back time
Just to make you mine

Was too shy to say it first
Too late so now it hurts

Now you are so numb
And I am feeling dumb

Should have said I love you
When I had the chance to

My biggest life regret
Wish I could reset

You will be my world
Even when I'm old
If I had been bold
Wouldn't be this cold
Skye Dec 2018
I have a confession
I don't mind depression
It helped me make friends
But what if it ends
Would they ever stay
Even for one day
Maybe they would
No reason they should
I am worthless
Couldn't be less
My pain is unbearable
Chains so unwearable
My mind is my prison
By my own decision
Locked myself inside
Don't let me outside
I will destroy you
Though I don't mean to
My issues are contagious
Loving me is outrageous
So do yourself a favor
And make yourself a hater
Throw away the key
Before you can see
The monster that is hidden
I horse never to be ridden
Please just keep me caged
Never to be engaged
Skye Jan 2019
My head is spinning
You keep it going
With all these signs
All of these times
That we go out
I listen to you pout
Yet you keep on saying
We will never be a thing
You said you have never
Been on a single date ever
Then what were those things
Those meetings with meanings
People call those things dates
I guess you have higher rates
First you said you loved me
Then you went and confused me
You said we should be just friends
But the signals you give never ends
Then you said you weren't into guys
And then you gave your reasons why
Now you say you will never date
I don't know what is next at this rate
Skye Dec 2018
First you say yes
Then you say no
Confused i guess
You just don't know

you confuse me too
Giving mixed signals
Im not a number two
I want clear signals

But when you don't
I listen to my heart
Even if you don't
Or don't have the heart

I wished that you loved me
You show me you do
But we are just friends you tell me
Yet we do more than friends do

Everyone thinks that we are
So why not make it true
Decided who we are
I will always be true

The decition is yours
You know my stance
My heart is yours
So what is your stance
Skye Dec 2018
Life without control
Is like a flag without a pole
It has no reason why
Is it better just to die?
Skye Oct 2023
I'm a coward by nature
And I feel no shame
I treat others as greaters
They say I'm not sane
I do what you tell me
And I take all the blame
I will give you my all
Even if I am lame
You can take all I have
And I'll love you the same
I will give you my heart
While you give it pain
Skye Mar 2019
Don't mind me I am slowly dieing
Don't mind me I am just crying
Don't mind me I am probably lieing
Don't mind me I am just longing
Don't mind me I am slowly losing
Don't mind me I am just dieing
Skye Jan 2019
You are a dream
A dream to me
So unobtainable
Yet so real
I feel you close
But you are not here
You are far away
Inside your mind
With all those thoughts
That make you cry
I wish I could
Go in your mind
And beat those demons
That are inside
So you'll be happy
Then maybe you'll see
That I exist
Skye Jan 2019
I am falling
             falling
                  falling
                  
Falling out of touch
     Falling into my bed
          Falling in my mind
               Falling out of style
                    Falling into your arms
                         Falling in love
Skye Dec 2018
When I see you face
I fall in love all over
Want to kiss your face
I will never be over

How could I forget you
Your my first and only
I'd be lonely without you
I want to be with you only

We might just be friends
But that can't stop me hoping
That we ended up more than friends
So I will keep on hoping

And I will keep on falling in love again
And again and again and again
Skye May 2019
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
I always feel this way
I know my death is due

I can talk and talk
And say that I'm alright
But I'm a ticking clock
Waiting to say goodnight

But nobody ever cares
About how I truly feel
About the little tears
That will never heal

So just sit back and watch
As I slowly fade away
I can almost even touch
That close and fateful day
Skye Feb 2019
I know it is my fault
I know I made you cry
Just lock me in a vault
All alone for me to die
Skye Jan 2019
Why do I have these feelings
That you're the one for me
When I can not have you
You will never love me
I am just not worth your time
Although we are close friends
I am with you through the bad
And with you through the good
I try to make you smile
When you want to cry
I try to talk it through
But you push away
Makes me feel that I
I am the source of your pain
And I that was ever true
I would gladly die for you
So you can live your life
Without the pain I cause
But if it's not the case
I will keep on loveing you
Even if don't in return
Because love can be one-sided
Though it hurts much more
I will go through pain
Because it is you I adore
Skye Dec 2018
I don't know what to say
The words just won't come to mind
To make you know I feel this way
I know that you would be so kind

I just want to tell you how I feel
To let you know your not alone
Make you believe this love is real
I want to be the one you call your own

I know that you have flaws
But mine at just as bad as yours
They are no reason to give us pause
Together we will find our cures

I promise not to hurt you
I know that others have
My heart will always be true
It will not be split in half

I can not hide it any longer
My fear is strong
But love is stronger
I have waited far to long

Consider this my declaration
That you are my one fixation
Skye Jan 2019
Though I walk through life
I feel like its a run
Time is flying past
Like a bullet from a gun
People coming in and out
With the rising of the sun
I am getting so much older
Soon I'll be more than a son
But all I really care about
Is me being your ***
Skye Dec 2018
I am lonely
But never alone
I have this thing
That always will follow
They call it depression
I call it a monster
It comes in the night
Out is the shadows
Don't know when
When it will strike
Skye May 2023
Always the lover
Never the loved

Always the listener
Never the heard

Always the giver
Never the receiver

Always the healer
Never the healed

Always the helper
Never the helped

Always the hugger
Never the hugged

Never forgetting
Always forgotten
Skye Nov 2021
These villains in my mind
Are plotting my demise
Thoughts all intertwined
And only filled with lies

They want my life to end
And sometimes so do I
So desperate for a friend
Just to look me in the eye

And tell me that they care
That life is still worth living
So long as they are there
Skye Dec 2018
Sorry I made you cry
It's hard to say goodbye
It is for the best
I will leave you to the rest
Skye Dec 2018
Do not blame yourself
It never was your fault
Just put it on the shelf
Or lock it in a vault

Throw away the key
Don't let it haunt your thought
Because soon you may see
That it was all for naught

It only makes things worse
To blame yourself for things
It is but just a curse
Tied down by all those strings
Skye Mar 2019
I gave you a hammer
And gave you my heart
I told you to break it
Completely apart

You told me no
You'll love me instead
I started to cry
And you held my head

You made me feel safe
From the demons inside
I gave you my heart
You gave me yours to hide
Skye Apr 2019
Every single message
Is worth a thousand pills
To help my depression
You have the the skills

I live off your texts
They are my life line
They keep me grounded
Through a dark time

You care so much
More than I do my self
Soon I will be better
Put depression on the shelf

Every conversation
Helps me so much more
That any therapy session
They feel like a chore

I wish you could know
How much you help
Because you care
To hear my yelp
Skye Aug 26
The true heroes of history are those who are not remembered

For the people they saved are long gone, but the impact of their actions echo through time

They did not focus on saving the whole world they focused on saving their's or someone else's

Saving one life is an act worthy of praise just as much as saving millions

Not all have to power to make changes that affect everyone, but you have to power to affect those close to you

We must do our best to help those around us and trust that others are doing the same

Heros don't always save the world, sometimes we protect and save a single life

Be proud of yourself great hero, you live on and fight the battle of life well

History may not remember but time will
Skye Mar 2019
I hear her voice inside my head
Playing back the things she's said
I feel her beat inside my heart
She has taken up every part
I see her smile when I close my eyes
I remember and part of me dies
She doesn't love me like I do
That is a fact I know its true
But I still can't get her out of my head
It makes me wish that I was dead
Skye Jan 2019
Hiding from myself
Because I am a monster
Hiding from defeat
Because I am a failure
Hiding from friends
Because I am a waste
Hiding from you
Because I am in love
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