Beat me like a rug
Snap my heart in two
Squish me like a bug
But I will still love you

My feelings will not change
You control my mood
There is nothing I would exchange
Just your touch makes me feel good

The more you hurt me
My heart heart will fall
I wish you could see
All the times I bawl

To be with you is all I want
You are always on my mind
I was so blunt
And you were so kind

But then you made a choice
To not be more than friends
I try to be so nice
But to what ends

I will never be enough
My problems are too much
I will always be gruff
It will always be such

Oh that great expanse
The ever present sky
Clouds upon it dance
In in it birds do fly

To gaze up at the stars
It is a dream of mine
Have it all be ours
Me and my devine

If only I could find
That one and only star
Who just won't leave my mind
I am searching wide and far

But I am but a fool
Forever I am marred
Oh this life is cruel
For it has left me scarred

No one would ever take me
Or even give a care
Forever alone to be
It's something I must bare

To live to die
To laugh to cry
To wonder why

It is a choice for all of us
To fight our fate or just to fuss
With others this must we discuss

Do not blame yourself
It never was your fault
Just put it on the shelf
Or lock it in a vault

Throw away the key
Don't let it haunt your thought
Because soon you may see
That it was all for naught

It only makes things worse
To blame yourself for things
It is but just a curse
Tied down by all those strings

To walk the world alone
Is something none should bare
Find someone to call your own
That someone who will care

Walk the road together
Matching every stride
Through whatever weather
Always side by side

When you fall or falter
They will pick you up
Take you by the collar
And lift you from that dump

A friend to walk the world
Makes any life worth living
Even if it's gnarled
It will be forgiving

Your words are like silk
No matter what they are
Softer than a quilt
Could heal any scar

Your smile is a lantern
In my darkest night
In my mind you burn
All that's in my sight

Your presence is a gift
It makes my day much better
Without I feel a rift
To you I am a debter

Your eyes are like jewels
Priceless beyond compare
I would break all the rules
So into them I'd stare

Your lips are like a rose
I can't resist the lure
Oh the way it glows
Something oh so pure

Life is but a rhythm
Watch it ebb and flow
Let it fill your vision
See how far you go

But don't forget your friends
Without them you are lost
The journey never ends
And all the bridges crossed

So keep on living life
You will find a way
You will beat the strife
And see another day

Oh the joys of sleep
So close to death
But not as deep
It is better than ****

Sleep is a release
To leave this world behind
A world of my own at ease
Escaping into my mind

To live the life I dream
Leave behind my problems
Unhinged by the seam
Hopes growing from there stems

To live a life of crime
How exciting would it be
Wouldn't it be devine
To truly see

This life of boredom
It makes me want to cry
I know this goes against wisdom
But I would rather die

To continue this life
It would make me suffer
More than a knife
Oh how much better

A life of crime would be
The joy of freedom
Having me be me
But alas I'm stuck with boredom

Time is but a thought
It is but a figment
But can not be bought
If only it could be sent

I would trade it all away
To be more than friends
I know you don't feel that way
If I could only make amends

But life goes on and on
Yet my heart stays here for you
I will cry when you are gone
If only you knew

Why must I feel so low
You make my day grow bright
Always make me glow
Whenever you're in my sight

I know it will never be
I have to let it rest
If only you could see
Being together would be for the best

Life without control
Is like a flag without a pole
It has no reason why
Is it better just to die?

Sorry I made you cry
It's hard to say goodbye
It is for the best
I will leave you to the rest

Sitting in my chair,
Fingers through my hair,
Blinding flash of light,
Gave up without a fight,
Doomed from the start,
My atoms torn apart,
Earth and sky divide,
All because our pride.