I feel my mind spinning
Like wheels on a car
Always ever moving
But staying where they are

Sometimes I wonder
If love is real
I can not feel it
They say it's there
Maybe I'm numb
From all of the pain
Maybe it's there
But I'll never feel it
I wish I could know
Unconditional love
But who even knows
If it's even real

Nobody wants love
They want a feeling
They want a person
They want an object
Nobody wants love
Love is not a feeling
Love is not a person
Love is not an object
Nobody wants love
Love is giving away
Love is caring deeply
Love is being afraid
Nobody wants love
Giving away your heart
Caring more about them
Afraid of losing them
Nobody wants love

I can only try
To become better
I can only try
To get over you
I can only try
To be worthy
I can only try
To believe in me
I can only try
To forgive myself
I can only try
To care for me
I can only try
To love myself
I can only try

You are a human
That's why I care
That's why l love
That's why I help
That's why I believe
That's why I trust
That's why I value
Because you are human

I deserve to die
With every breath I take
I deserve to die
For every word I say
I deserve to die
With every thought I make
I deserve to die
For all I that I take

No one could ever love
The person who I am
They tell me I should die
And I know that they are right
But I deserve to suffer
To live a life of pain
So I can be punished
For who I have became