I say that I'm alright
Even when I'm not
Because I feel so tight
Like I'm tied in a knot

I'm not good enough
I could never be
You deserve someone better
Than I could ever be

All I wish in life
Is to be good enough
To have you as my wife
But loving me is so tough
So I cut myself with a knife
Because I have too much stuff

I know it is my fault
I know I made you cry
Just lock me in a vault
All alone for me to die

Heart break
Headache
Mistake
Self hate

My head is spinning
You keep it going
With all these signs
All of these times
That we go out
I listen to you pout
Yet you keep on saying
We will never be a thing
You said you have never
Been on a single date ever
Then what were those things
Those meetings with meanings
People call those things dates
I guess you have higher rates
First you said you loved me
Then you went and confused me
You said we should be just friends
But the signals you give never ends
Then you said you weren't into guys
And then you gave your reasons why
Now you say you will never date
I don't know what is next at this rate