I am always here
Always by  your side
Willing to lend an ear
Staying for the ride

I will never leave you
I am broken just as much
There is nothing you could do
To release you from my clutch

If you ever need me
My heart is here for you
Set your problems free
I will help you through

They say that I can
I know that I can't
I am a madman
They can just recant

I would if I could
For them and for me
I know that I should
For it is their plea

But I am not capable
It is not escapable

Joy is but a vapor
Little more than wind
We feel it for a moment

I can feel it taper
As life goes to it's end
Stopping it's bestowment

Joy is but a vapor

I walk the world alone
But not without a fight
I have friends to call my own
But none within my sight

All doing their best
But it never is enough
All say they are not like the rest
But my problems are too tough

I can play pretend
But the truth to me is know
I am always in the end
But a man alone

She is but a dream
A figment of my imagination
A wisp in the air

If I could make a scheme
To start a relation
To be the perfect pair

But she is a daydream
An extreme temptation
An individual so fair

She is cute and amazing
But she doesn't even know it
I can't stop myself from gazing
A passion inside me lit

She says she is fat
But it is in her mind
I want to tell her that
A few words to remind

She makes me feel alive
But it could never be
I am too afraid to strive
A large weakness of me

She could never love this individual
But in my dreams she does
I have flaws so visible
A cures of mine it is

If only she could see
How much she means to me

People all around
Yet I feel alone
Having a breakdown
Sitting on my phone

No matter how much I talk
I can never feel them close
Almost as if to mock
To remind me of my woes

Always ever near
Yet still they feel so far
I can see them clear
Yet it feels bazaar

If only they were here
By my side to stay
Willing to hear
All that I have to say