People all around
Yet I feel alone
Having a breakdown
Sitting on my phone

No matter how much I talk
I can never feel them close
Almost as if to mock
To remind me of my woes

Always ever near
Yet still they feel so far
I can see them clear
Yet it feels bazaar

If only they were here
By my side to stay
Willing to hear
All that I have to say

Beat me like a rug
Snap my heart in two
Squish me like a bug
But I will still love you

My feelings will not change
You control my mood
There is nothing I would exchange
Just your touch makes me feel good

The more you hurt me
My heart heart will fall
I wish you could see
All the times I bawl

To be with you is all I want
You are always on my mind
I was so blunt
And you were so kind

But then you made a choice
To not be more than friends
I try to be so nice
But to what ends

I will never be enough
My problems are too much
I will always be gruff
It will always be such

Oh that great expanse
The ever present sky
Clouds upon it dance
In in it birds do fly

To gaze up at the stars
It is a dream of mine
Have it all be ours
Me and my devine

If only I could find
That one and only star
Who just won't leave my mind
I am searching wide and far

But I am but a fool
Forever I am marred
Oh this life is cruel
For it has left me scarred

No one would ever take me
Or even give a care
Forever alone to be
It's something I must bare

To live to die
To laugh to cry
To wonder why

It is a choice for all of us
To fight our fate or just to fuss
With others this must we discuss

Do not blame yourself
It never was your fault
Just put it on the shelf
Or lock it in a vault

Throw away the key
Don't let it haunt your thought
Because soon you may see
That it was all for naught

It only makes things worse
To blame yourself for things
It is but just a curse
Tied down by all those strings

To walk the world alone
Is something none should bare
Find someone to call your own
That someone who will care

Walk the road together
Matching every stride
Through whatever weather
Always side by side

When you fall or falter
They will pick you up
Take you by the collar
And lift you from that dump

A friend to walk the world
Makes any life worth living
Even if it's gnarled
It will be forgiving

Your words are like silk
No matter what they are
Softer than a quilt
Could heal any scar

Your smile is a lantern
In my darkest night
In my mind you burn
All that's in my sight

Your presence is a gift
It makes my day much better
Without I feel a rift
To you I am a debter

Your eyes are like jewels
Priceless beyond compare
I would break all the rules
So into them I'd stare

Your lips are like a rose
I can't resist the lure
Oh the way it glows
Something oh so pure