When I'm told I'm ugly
I peer into the mirror and that's all I see
When I'm told I'm a failure
I believe that's all I can ever be
When I'm told shut up
I never want to speak
When I'm told get lost
I know that I'm a freak
When I'm told I'm useless
Life loses all hope
When I'm told no one cares
That's when I grab the rope
When I'm told I'm not worth loving
I climb atop the chair
When I'm told life would be better without me
I gasp to take in air
When I'm told that no one will miss me
The darkness I embrace
And when I'm told no more
Death is here-I've finished this race
And even though my live is over
At least the words no longer hurt