Back to the bottle to numb the pain,
Tomorrow will I feel shame?
My situation remains the same
Living in my worst nightmare,
My mind and body slain

The scars on my arms remain,
They'll be a few more before our end game
From anger I'll refrain,
I'll take it out on myself,
to save you the blame

I'm broken, can you tell?
Living here with you, trapped inside my own personal hell

You leave often, maybe to escape our cell? Maybe sadness?
I never thought you'd **** me as well

You started a new life, isn't that swell
I watch from the darkness, falling deeper into this somber well

I can barely look at you when you walk through the door,
Another night out with your *****,
The new one you adore

You left me as I began to sore,
Taking my heart with you, I crumble to the floor,
I lost the one I was fighting for

No going back to how it was before,
Life now a miserable bore,
A mess, the unknown in store,
I can't be here anymore

You walk out the door,
Riddled with guilt and remorse
You took my strength,
Till I have no more

I drag you up,
You bring me down
Crawl back to her,
Alone in the dark I frown

I sit and watch you glow,
Give me strength from those above
I'm dying inside,
Here's to you my love