Are you worthy ?,to one self
To appealing to self destruct !
Compelled by your scorn
To willing to forget yourself
Too Yielding of choice
Yet burrier to something
Unworthy

Theres beauty
In her eyes
She is that star
That blooms in  winter
eyes radiant
the azure of the  summer sky    
Her silence dangles like the midnight storm
Her words blaze like
Thunder  in spring
Her mind oasis

gaze bestows glee
Like  sunset in mid July
she’s  morning light
like sunrise in fall

Like darkness
, once upon a day  
I beamed with virtue ‘
Then I asked?  
unpainted must all  my  colors fade?
Like broken strain , must I chant with ire ?
Like a vase ‘ what’s part of me is halfway empty
Smashed  into pieces cluttered is the pain of existence  

While  I dance to un old grudge
  It sings of  grief !
Telling an old folk
of a faultless villain
That lights with beam
In world full of madness

You!
forged of the earth
Soul of the sea
Mind of the rock
Lips of the dame
Eyes of wind
You!
Hands of steel
Touch of a storm
You!
siege of the knights  
the insolent warrior

You!
The benevolent Chiseler  
The king of angst
The epiphany of madness

I feel alone
I felt this low
So long
Longing
For someone
Alone

I can’t be the girl that remembers to cry
Oh ! How I forgotten to laugh
The silence of my peace robbed
All for simple dream .

Yet tommrow come
Today is glee
To those who held dear
To free for souls ‘ unfear
Tomorrow myth
Will today bring me ‘ cheer
While weep away my feer
Promise I wont sheer
To be clear  iam not here
For today is ‘ my cheer
Tomorrow away I. fear

If you decide to go
Don’t comeback here
When the past near  
not your rage
My dear
It’ disappears right here  
When the world is unclear
These tears
Become dreadful without  fear

The world is a battlefield
The monsters we chase
Are present to beauty and deceit
Yet we stain life
Like thieves ‘ we are strained to death
Your the soldier to your victory
Yet you plot concern
To strangers with opinions
Opposed by the truth
We naked to lies.

The Appel of the night
Is the a lonely Drought
As I embark the moon
The sky is ruminate
I am dissolved with peace
As it brews my silence
The twinkling of starts
The twilight of sirens
This hopeless journey
Levitate solace
In strangers mind

Love is beautiful
A dreadful feeling
That shatters rejection
ploughing through the soul
It’s art is war
Love is tender
Yet why then it breaks
It’s warm often deceit
It’s lust often remorse
Love is timeless
Resentment is past
This present is sober

Neither do I think of my heart
Weaken by the chaos of men
Neither do I think I am free
Nor I am lost with love
Yet it’ is the one thing
I recokened wirh it
It is but the one I yearn
In dreams like shadows
I despair within it
Why then does this it sting 🦂

I sat in silence
Watched the night
As it’ seemed day
The pearls of light
Reckoned an awaken

For its bliss was summer
A solace of freedom  
In a quite confinement
its beauty like no other
It’s moon so radiance
The giggling of stars  
My silence was stiff

People are like paper
Desgin for story’s
Written for chaos’s  and pleasure

Like A page
This blank reality
Awaits a its tale
Shredding pasts
Unfolding this presence  
A plain grief
That pieces the truth

our love
So discontent
The conquest
Was a quest
To quarrels
Two loves

I know of this day ‘
It called upon me  in a dream
This day if I recall
I was but filled with glee
My soul free like a feather
I blessed the day
Kissed it’s warmth
This day was soothing
Not like other days that brought chaos
My  smile was  the Abby’s
My joy flittered
Once upon a dream in a day like this

What if death is a dream you won’t remember’ to awaken to a life that is recokened .
This dream a cascade of deaths  trampling to many existence .
You awaken yet you won’t remember of how  you came to be ‘ only distant memories wash the view in a sight of that was forgotten

Il sail to seek you
But distance is pleasure
The alienation is soothing
Near seems fear ‘
When the tides Roar
Il swim to reach you  
But the limit is treasure
I am drowning with pleasure  
The waves might bury me
Yet my soul will yearn to reach you

Tonight Il dance with stars
Their beam will be my freedom
This darkness has to long growled
The empty sky
Has given me grief
Tonight’s ray
Will grin summer  
It’s  midnight in spring
The stars are birthed
The beauty of their glimmer Is
the silence of my  ’chaos

be Mine ‘ like summer
we two wild!
for the joist of the sun ‘
to radiant for its glint
to revelent for its shade
like heat ‘ our souls combust
there’s fineness to our kisses
sunlight infrared by this romance

have I loved ‘
why do I marvel at your sight
beam at your gaze ?
have time seized ?
while I waist to your beauty ?
aren’t were just ‘ loners ?
finding solitude to this benevolence
am I dreaming ‘?
to the fondness of  your soul

there is something about the night
the dangling of stars
the serene of silence
the ray of Moon lights
its infinity is appealing
its swiftness ‘raveling  
its ignition  is too elegant

It’s all I could give
The parts of me
That are pretty frail
I’d mold me ?‘
Too! Imperfectly
The disease is inflicting
I’d cut me half
Each part my turmoil  
Some broken
Some pleasing
Some forgotten

It’s all I could give
The better of me
The truce of me
In this cold world
Neither forgotten
Neither grieved
It’s all Repellent  

The herd of rejection
My filed was collateral
Yet I was  fractured

In my story I was the protagonist’ a victim of so many brawls . I lost count of being a hero . I wrote a chapter filled with loathed , each word comprised of pain.


The page was my soul ‘
the ink my tears .
He’d reap my narrative
As a flaw to his solemn
Scribbled my fury with a roar
yet I lost count of being my hero

I did love ya!
Love what was us
When life was us
Two birds ‘
swaying to the stars  
This Love is  too! oblivion

Did I choose this ?
Choose to be loved
Yet the feeling is odd
To be kissed yet the thrill is lost
To be touched ‘ yet I am numb
The warmth of silence
Is a cage of despair
In a path to nowhere
My past remains here

my heart sing
My mind wonder
The joys of love
The tales it tell
Of two adorned
With solace within
Tied with him  
Our fate in reach

Love is loving you
Wanting you ‘
Adoring you ‘
For you !
Are whole
Made of warthm
Weaved with kindness
Your soul is  oasis
drifting with beauty

Did I love me ?
I longed for me ‘
Within strangers
Who weaved in hate  ‘
did I love me ‘
Wrath me
When all I had was me
Neglect me
Burden me
At the end it’s me

Someday ‘ she’ll kiss the sun ☀️
And bath in rays
It’s warmth will sooth her
It’s light will cleanse her ‘
For yesterday’s lament
Is now a rotten regret

Someday she’ll be the star
That burns with grace
Her grief now a memory
To buried for remorse
For today’s joy
Is now a whispering sonnet

However, she peels and squalls all that she feared' to reveal the hope that lies within those wounds. For her love is the only incise to those wounds, a scratch no longer forgiving.

Wake me not !
Drawn lies inside a dream of chaos.
With it, I am imprisoned
with deception,
barren with mistakes,
this fog of rage is resentful.

I am sour,
my mind is a *****,
my lips a cape.
Is this affliction!
Splurging with depictions.
Foreshadowing defeat.
I am neither deemed nor trimmed ,
i am just girl with a scar, a
we my conviction

The river of her soul,
the smoothness of it,
  its calmness
as it drifts,
  like a river of her soul
, it soothes one
, it drowns one,
cleansing one
  
deep within
  you will find love

a story of two lovers
enthralled by lust
and enamored by passion
his presence gave light
that fused her eyes
like the dawn
, igniting her craving
‘ erupting with passion

locked my demons to keep you safe ‘
I nurtured your deceit ‘
Brought light into your noise ‘
Your weary, my drought
Satisfied with this denial ‘
Yet . I longed for you ,
Me and the stars above .

A cascade of lies led to his death with sonnets of rhymes !

The swelling on his girn was uncanny for his keen perception'

A victim with vengeance on their mind

Too, I tasted his lips.

Sweetly forged ,

Embraced  with betrayal

I’d like to think I am a force light ‘fusing to spark ‘ as dull is my presence’ deep within me is a light ‘ a light of hope that keeps me thriving ‘ a light of peace’ all forming into this combustion’s energy’ finding its way into a million stars ‘ as I form into this beautiful’ gleam .all that was negative is burned by the beauty of my ray ‘ all that was painful is decore with the illuminous of love

Once ‘ before the fog ‘
We’re Two lovers with a song
They thrilled with lust
They drowned with excitement
his presence brought light
Her eyes would light up
Like the morning star
Igniting ‘ crave
‘ Combusting with passion


‘ when all was sour ‘
She sought for his presence
Nagged  for his  warmth,
Urged his tender ‘
Like a dried well ‘
Her soul become thirsty
Her hips swelled
Her breast frigid ‘
Her eyes woven ‘
From the taste of his lips
The wrecks of that  was madness’
Her adorn become silent ‘

Yet life told her she was too bold ‘ for old regrets’  to soothing for an old flame ‘ to stern for a past fling ‘ -💕

Goodbye to my sweet tomorrow-

I long to yearn the love  of tomorrow
When you and I will clock with laughter
When the today seemly fades’
we’d dream of tomorrow’
The beauty of the Unkown
We’d kiss thrilling for freedom
Two souls with a yearn for mystery
As today’s shade drifts
Our tomorrow is surely ruminate

Her soul like a river ,
how smooth it feels ,
  How calm it is
,how gentle it drifts ,
  Her soul like a river
how it sooth’one ‘
  How soaking it drowns one   ,
yet it rinse ‘ me
  
The depth is hurling
  
  Its drowns with chaos ‘
  
Her soul is river ,
   With basin of love ,

yet she is a warrior ‘ in her battle –
her field  is fire yet she blazes with poise ‘
her words like bullets ‘
they merge like fury ‘
her eyes gasoline ,
yet her tears flame with kindness ‘  
her soul is a warfare’
the inferno is madness ‘
wounds of her past
now burn to dust ‘
in ash she rises’
like the midnight light in Summer ‘

🎍 Silence was her song ‘
Anywhere but here
As she sang !
Her lonely rhythm
   A Beating  soul ‘to’
    Anywhere but here ‘🪐
For here was tune of  old wounds #’- a melody of sore regrets 🥀

The kings we dream of ‘aren’t the kings we meet ‘ for the kings we seek are make belief ‘the ones who are who are  knights , brave and selfless’

For the ones we meet  are cold and harden ‘ disguised with crowns ‘ and castles ‘ locked with no remorse’  

they would battle to see you wrecked ‘ claiming your soul ‘ in shreds your ruined . yet you dance’ to an empty audience’ longing for a king 💕

When I was a girl ‘ I dreamt of castles , kings and feast ‘ just a girl with a dream ‘ to fragile for reality too! gentle for chaos ‘ to kind for deceit

I am now a woman ‘ I dream of  power , I crave for success , I am drown with ambition’ my bones grin with fury ‘ my heart is harden ‘ my mind is of a rock ‘ I am too brutal for ones touch

Upon her well , water runs through her soul,rinsing her chaos, drowning her lust ' upon her she drinks within. The divine is that of  grace-upon her cry she is made of beauty

see no fury
for my soul is barren
so dry as drought
il drain for love '
so frail' for warmth
il shrink within
one beating steadily
to fragile for heartbreak
to withdrawn for chaos

I could linger in worlds,
And yet your soul would drift along
  Alike we are stars in summer ‘
  We burn for seduction,
   The blaze is inferno
   We drown with passion. ,
   The yearn is combusting
    
In the afterlife we’d reign with madness  
  Two moons like halves, Sailing with delight
  Savor your kisses, I am your light in amour’

We are pagan to this reality ,
We drift with illusions
  The depth our yearnings
   Are two minds like an iceberg

connections don't loose signals
like magnet we attract,
stitched within ,
our souls
are intwined

as old as time
I grace with age
my years,it birthed fate
wisdom is swollen
notion is heightened
Youth descended,
like lips ascend
words to plural
formal for dull minds
with tales of  life
I flatter mortality  
yet I am bathed with solace