I cut

Don't judge

I like to board

It's my escape from reality

I have secretly tried sucide three times

Once with a rope

But there was nothing to hang from

Once with some pills

But I just received a bad headache

Once with a razor and my flesh

But I'm still here

Why am I still here

I only have music

I only have boarding

I'm done

The mere look of myself disgusts me

Why am I so skinny

Can't I just be pretty

I eat like a cow

But gain no weight

People think I starve myself

I see the pity in their eyes

I wish it would wash away

I'm hideous being skinny