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Aharon El Dec 2013
Un cadeau, pas nouveau, mais enveloppé dans l'amour,
Compte tenu de me des étoiles au-dessus

Pour avoir et se tenir avec toutes mes forces
C'est vous, je souhaite avoir ce soir
Aharon El Dec 2013
There's ever enough
Yet, I've managed to waste so much

I think of how much I could have accomplished
in the recent time that I've taken off

A lot

How much money I could have saved
rather than indulging on what I thought I needed

How many new people I could have met
Despite the fact that I barely talk to the people that I'm closest to

Oh, but it all can change
When someone gives you a deadline

Then, you're on their time

There's nothing I hate more
than being on a deadline.
It makes me want to step on the gas
not shift
and make the tachometer red line

I like to do things at my own pace,
Run my own race
But when I'm on you're time,
That can't be the case

When I'm on your time
My opinion isn't worth a dime
I have to meet your standards
and do it within the time you tell me?

*******.

You don't hold rank over me
I'm going to be what I want to be
But it's a shame that you cant see
The passion deep inside of me

I know that my time could be up at any moment.
And that Time waits for no one.
But give me a chance to sit down and have a drink.
Maybe I'll open up and let you in on what I think.

In the end this is just a rant
It's not like I wouldn't say this aloud if I could.
But I can't.
It hurts sometimes
Aharon El Nov 2013
It started with a whisper,
And that was when I kissed her
And then she made my lips hurt

I know I didn't write it
But the words couldn't be any more true

It was almost like time stopped
When our lips locked
Our clothes stayed on
But the bed rocked

I kissed your lips and your neck,
You took a deep breath,
I put my hand on your side,
And then you put me in check

When I look into your eyes
I see the planets align
When I look on to the future
It's only you on my mind

I want to be with you forever
In this lifelong endeavor
I look into my heart
But know this forever is never

It hurts me to see
That we will probably never be
But I'll try strive as hard as I can
To be your one and only man

As these words flow from my fingertips
I pray that someone will give a ****
I know that none of this madness
Can make up for my internal sadness

When it comes down to it
I'm just another hopeless romantic
All of that from Neon Trees on the radio...
Aharon El Nov 2013
Overcast sky
Cool, fall air
Few birds chirp
And the wind blows

A fish jumped from the water
just now
It created a ripple in the water
Not big, but effecting the lake, nonetheless

It's peaceful out here for a change

Another fish jumped


And another


It's rather quiet
other than some machine I hear in the distance
It's funny how something I can't see
Can interrupt my relaxation

A man in a boat just rode past in and out of my view
Leaving a very light wake in the water

I drag my cigar

The smoke floats around my head
Just to be pulled away by an invisible force

Gnats fly around me
And the man circled back
Midday observations
Aharon El Nov 2013
i want to be the center of your attention.
i try to keep my composure when i'm around you
i yearn to be by your side
i ache to be the one that you call "mine"

every time i see your smile

my heart stops
even if it's only for a second
my muscles contract
my eyes widen
and the air escapes my lungs

you leave me

well

**you know
Aharon El Nov 2013
Why can't you see it?
It's right there in front of you!
All you have to do is accept it

But you're so stubborn
You refuse to open your eyes.

It's sad, really
All of the happiness and relaxation you could imagine
Is sitting right there

But you're so **** stubborn
You would rather soak in that sadness that is your current situation

You can change everything around you
Just by saying that you want to change
I mean, you are the boss of you, right?

But you're so ******' stubborn
You'd rather stick with what's easy instead of putting in a liiittle work

You are
so
****


             *stubborn
Aharon El Nov 2013
I used to get high every day.
I thought that it would take the pain away.
I used to think that I could make it end
So I would break the leaves from those stems.
I would light the L and take a hit,
And think to myself, "****, this is some good ****."

As my body was overcome by the effects of the plant,
My mind would wonder back to the days of when we first met
I was young and dumb,
****, just the thought of you would make me numb.

I established relationships with the people around you to see if I could get close to you
And it worked
You grew on me
And I on you

Sometimes you were hot,
And other times you we're cold
Sometimes you could be purple like royalty,
And other times you could be green with envy.
Now and again you would overwhelm my body
And at the same time, you'd stab at my soul

I got to a point to where I wanted to move further
But you were reluctant to do so.
So you ended it
I was devastated

One would think that this would be something easy to cope with
Nah, not at all

When I saw you with the next one, my heart would drop
I saw you moving fast with him
I knew it wouldn't last, but I kept my mouth shut
He ended it with you but moved on to "better things"

Time passed and now he's turnin' tricks to get his fix
You changed him
The same way you changed me, only I never moved on with you
So I wasn't caught with cuts and track marks

As I come back to reality,
I think of what you meant to me
Everything
You were my first
Hell, I still think about you
years later

I wonder what it would be like if I had stayed with you
Honestly, I know I'm better off without you
But even the little encounters that we have with each other now
Make me feel some type of way
I wonder if we could make another day

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