I just took a science test
Didn't fail
but at the same time
I didn't pass

I'm being sent to a mental hospital
A place where someone can watch me
So I don't die
But I'll be missing school
And I'll have nobody to see
Nothing to do
But wait
Wait to get out

Its confirmed
My depression is real
Not self diagnosed
But clinically
I hope to get better
While I'm writing to you,
But I can't
Because I have the flu

I tried suicide
Mom didn't like it that much
I'm better off dead

I grabbed a string
And tied it around my neck
Made it tighter
And tighter
Until I couldn't breathe
Threw one end over my door
And pulled
I wear a red line on my neck
Almost had blue lips
Almost died
But my mom
Found me
And cut it off
I wish she never did

Last night I was in pain
I cut my crushes' name onto my stomach
I tried hanging myself
on 2/11/25
and my friend reported me
to the administrators
and I tried the lifeline
they couldn't help

suicide kills
literally
but the only thing it will **** tonight
is me
only me
nobody else
no hotline can save me
no crush can force me out of it
if I die trying to live
then why die?
a touch to my skin
a purr from your mouth
my life is used up like a pencil
dull and small
soon it will be used up one last time
and be gone forever