Distance does not keep me from thinking of you
Sleeping or awake
You are on my mind
Time does not tarnish memory
A month or a year
You're still on my mind

I love the word effable
So effable my feelings for you
But ineffable to describe just
How effed I am for falling for you

It's the fault in the starts
For us to meet and then apart
What would have happened in another universe?
Would we have brushed past each other
Or will we have children and grandchildren
Looking up at the stars?

Heads down, minds closed, not interested in anything but the bright screen in front of you

Music on, headphones in, no one can speak to you

You trip, you fall, you never stop
Screen back on
You trip, you fall, and still you never stop

Everyone out there chasing the moon
It is of but the reflection of the sun
Once we were laying under the moonlight
Now worlds apart, it is only me missing you

To my Anthony Bourdain,

It has been a few hours since I heard the news, thanks to the almighty world wide web, I am too afraid to even look at my phone, I do not want to read about it, I do not want to believe that it is true, I cannot believe that it is true.

You are my idol, my hero, who opened my eyes not only to the culinary world, but to the parts unknown, you always go the extra mile, take the extra bite, or did you take too much?

I am so sorry that you have chosen this path, I cannot fathom what you have been through, I am only sorry for your sorrows, the depth of that sorrow, despair, loneliness while being surrounded by so many things happening, or whatever whoever likes to put it, I am sure there are no words to describe what kind of situation you were in, I am just sorry, I hope it is not what you want to bring us, to inspire us that drove you there, because, what you brought us was amazing.

I’d like to imagine maybe you are somewhere downing ***** shots, thinking, “**** what have I done? Oh, well” and down another shot, wherever you are, I would like to say, thank you, my chef.

Under the same moon bright as the sun
Toes in the sand my mind can't pretend
Time has past yet time has stood still
Wish I'd stop wishing you were with me