The rising chaos, the overwhelming noise—
I hear a child cry out with a trembling voice.
Her tone is worried, so small and hollow,
Searching for comfort in shadows that follow.
The voice begins to rise into a shout,
Its echo inside me, now twisted with doubt.
WHAT IF? WHAT IF?—the chill takes hold,
Fear and loneliness growing bold.
What once was soft is now a storm,
Breaking my strength, distorting my form.
The questions, the dread, the looming unknown—
I want to silence this fear I don’t own.
The cries grow louder—I try to escape,
Distracting my mind, reshaping its shape.
I quiet the voice by building a wall,
To block the storm that once seemed small.
But still it grows, that voice inside,
Screaming my fears I’ve tried to hide.
I tear down the wall, tears on my face—
“You got me. You win!” I fall from grace.
With the wall in ruins, I enter the dark,
Searching the silence for a healing spark.
And then I hear it—a whisper, a plea:
The voice I feared was a younger me.
I look in her eyes—so fragile, so true—
“I was trying to help. I didn’t mean to scare you.”
“I’m just afraid. There’s so much to protect.
I want to fix things, keep us correct.”
I kneel beside her and offer my hand,
“You can guide me, but please understand:
You cannot control me with fear of the unknown.
There’s beauty in risks and seeds we’ve sown.”
There’s joy and pain in the road ahead.
But we can’t live shackled to what-if dread.
Each moment we breathe is a chance, a start—
Let’s live it with courage and an open heart.