Weaver's and dreamers
Hold your hands out
And let your ideas flow free
Be willing to catch them when they all fall your way
Tend to mischief if it makes your craft
ALLOW the winds to change you if you need changing
Don't be afraid to fall no matter how high you've climbed
Never let go of the rungs of the ladder that holds your life
And you'll be fine
At least, for a little while

Mile to Mile you will see
That were really all the same
We blame money and we need pain
At least, for a little while

We walk with these ghosts
They a want a part of us every day
And I'm just trying to say no
Sometimes it's hard to let go
When you need someone you know
Let it be real for them forever or
At least, for a little while

My eyes are clear but never transparent
My heart feels is empty when it's full love
I'm a terminal illness but I am no cancer
I am forever immune to questions that don't want answers

A dead, callous soul addresses the pundits
Another fiction for the public to erupt
Never trust
And forget that there are those of us
Who still give a ****
And believe in a world where we can change the game
in the name of love

I just need a drink before it's all over
The black
The misery
The trees I've left my own hanging
The people I've beholden to my anger
And the rage always beholden to me
The mist
And the wind
The clouds in the dark sky
The angels that never were
And never will be
I don't need a prayer
Just a drink
So I may disappear
into the black
Back into
My own misery

Spread these Black Wings of Mine
    Angel marked for death
        Heavenly God watched your children starve
And left them praying at your altar
     Let your whispers choke at my behest
        I loved you once And was not impressed
           Let the next one come undressed
Let her drown for my worthless breath
   While I say a prayer for you
    
One man professes that he loves her so
    while Another kills his family
One man crumbles under pressure
  Another enjoys his insanity
     Children think they know the difference
         There's an oasis just for you
If you're too ignorant to understand
Then what a ******* pity on you

And those who wish to follow they cry
"Long live the king!"
  He Who allowed impoverished perils
     To outgrow Everything
           I say dumbest ***** wipe their eyes with ****  
You thought you found a love in spite of it
   But they're just a medication
       Decay will show itself in time
             But we all know you'll claim ignorance
Ignorance is the perfect crime

My armor and arm and a roar
Tumbling down the mountain
Mouths sewn shut
    We just need to listen.  
No moral compass could have you brought here
But we have bared our own tears
  Mouths sewn shut
But we refuse to listen
Bludgeon pestilent leviathans with
Mouths sewn shut
It's time they listen to us

Eyes create &
Contemplate
Disguise for
A criminal's
Blood demise
Is snowflakes
And crystal ****
Sadness bereft of
Scratching wallpaper
Craving death
Crime for pay
Under street lights glow
No one helps
Cause no one knows
**** the quatrain
**** your structure
She says count your syllables
I say ******* and **** her
This is my art
Designed by a drop out
And Enjoyed by fools
By a lonely drifter
Who made his own rules
And where did that get me?
about as low as I can go
With a hood and a knife
Under lonely street lights glow

I've sewn confusion in the eyes of my lovers laid
To rest another
Just like me
I've given everything I have
Yet there is so much
Locked inside of me
Let me explain
That there is nothing I could explain
That any ordinary being could understand
There's nothing beyond these tombstones
Bereft of the secrets of the stars
And they are not telling any truths to me
Even if they could speak
They are just like me
A mystery
Bright with no personality
Only beautiful in the full moon light

The Forest is getting thin
Hunger is setting in
When one needs to eat
Another's going to die
Civility is a joke
Only the selfish survive

Every little memory of her could pull you apart
Nothing can
Stop a heart
As powerful as hers

She won't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure memories of me are nowhere in sight
                     Miracle's may be mountains apart
            I just want to be somewhere in between with you
            If that means that I have to believe in you
Then I believe that I will pray to you, my goddess

Fine grain sand
Slips through thy hand
And the wind takes you away

The highway demands,
People praise God's plan,
And the wind couldn't carry me away

Times change,
The prosperous count their gains,
Sometimes you never feel the wind blow


Lonely emerald eyes
May always watch the sky
And wait for the wind to find you again

New York City Glamour is a sedentary dream
Cancel your life
Start again
Ask for more
When will it ever end?
No more dreams in the night
More and more shadows for my life
No one ever sleeps
No one ever dreams
This is life now it seems

I'm so ******
I can hear the voices
\but maybe/  \This is what I was told I'm used to/
   \cause I /
     \know/
       \Oh /
         \I / know I don't derserve to have a choice
                 and my epistemology
                       to other proles
                                    inspired, and they listened
                                          When they felt like
They never had control
But it's all refuse of the mind
   You I never proclaimed the truth
      But I'm so ******* hateful
           (The voices came back and....)
         ******* IT, THERES NOTHING ELSE THAT I CAN DO

His heart is still lost in the glittering of the rain
The billows of smoke would never hide it from his soul oh but
The tears would flow
The memory remains
His answer to a life bereft of profit
Is the answer to all his questions just the same

One day I feel like I do too much. The next is never enough and everything in between reminds me that I can't sail against the wind but I'll always find love again for everything I loved before I thought I'd never love again

There is faith in my blood
Cold hate that won't wait to
raise hell with my love

and I won't try to change your mind
I'll just wait for my fate
while you cry

I'll be fine for one more day
and I won't pray
I wont beg, for this life

This wine will be my mind
never solid, nor sober
a mess all the time

I won't pay to see this movie till the end
I wanted out, I chose sin
hoping a change in me would begin

I don't know how I feel so strongly
That I am so wrong for everyone all the time
If I could leave this house for another home
I'd leave lonely and return to my old praxis on a dime

I could say I tried
That I am justified to take my own life
Impoverished and some how still alive
Angry all the time because the high is never as good as the first line

I wish those memories of my life would just stay behind
But I
I am so angry all the time
Because love is never as good as you pictured it in your mind

Your heart told me that...
I'll always be so unhappy
So angry
Until I'm gone
And that life's not beautiful
Unless you're drowning in despair

Shattered Mirrors reflect painted faces
Their eyes have never tried to see a timeless oasis

Never take your eyes off the train tracks son
If you're going to die, I'd hope you saw it coming on

Tall grass still carries bloodstains  
And the trains
They stop for no one

Never take the stains for granted son
If you're going to change, I can only hope you saw it coming on

Lest we ever feel remorse for the wholesome effect
If you change
It will hurt
And I promise,
You will never forget

Love is no ****
but its a drug
no love is no love
a drug is one
and it is the other
drugs are okay
if you get them from your lover

Shapes a man in the wind
Blows contradictions back and forth for him
Never letting voice reach falsettos
In expensive red stilettos
Coarse is namely the objective here
Stupidity loves obscure
As we adhere

With every beat
The blood pushed into my veins
Chillling ice cold
Freezing me in place
As my eyes follow you
Down the hall
I can't believe that I believe in you at all
But I do
Watching you running down the hall
Running the wrong way
Never trying to stop at all
The cold is coming back again
I'm guessing you will not though
As I'm staring out the window watching you
Leave this town forever

like angels strapped to the arms of an electric chair awaiting their invisible fate
We anticipated our pain
One black moon shows the world that the universe exists regardless of our blindness in the dark
What is beyond the all-encompassing?
Nobody knows when nothing really matters
No one can think about the future when you're strapped to the chair

One brick falls, replaced by another that doesn't quite fit
I have no excuses for why I just don't get it
And patience is my safe word when the world gets too rough
For another bad day takes something away from me I no longer have left to give
And I give a stone back to the crick
But They can't stop staring
And I just don't know why
I don't seem to get it

Take your self away from me
     But let a little bit of you fall on my wing        
          Disappear in my feathers like whispers in the wind
             That's what you mean to me

Hello poetry I....don't always feel
Like I
Can relate
To anything in any form of creative
'But they say'
Expression is always the way
So I cut myself open
To feel again
Like someone or something that matters
Like money or fame  
I cut my heart wide open to stain
To see myself in my bloodiest
Way again
Like rose petals with stories of
Little white smiles of
People faking their fifteen and pay
While I dream
Some day I could make it over that cuckoo's nest
And finally be me again

There's nowhere I can go
No where I can run when I need to you to go away
In this mist
I can see the forest through the trees
But what I continue to see is that
every one should be Believed
Trenches of my heart stripped away by the excavating force
Should I listen?
Or should I just swim upstream alone all by myself?
I know I'll probably never get to sleep tonight
I'll need someone's
Help to make me make everything seem alright
You know I'm not fighting strong enough
Because there is no love
And something's always falling apart
Whether it be my heart
Or my old ****** car
I'll always be a friend for you
Whether you need me or not
We can fix what we broke
While I'm already so fragile now
Wondering what little I have left
And when it will all leave me behind

Eyes are ******
   They see dreams that are gone
And I'm forgetting what is in between
The beginning of the end of my life and the end

The stars never hurt for who you never got to be
and the chains never fail or so you always believed.  

A night could last forever and tomorrow only be a dream
I died over and over again
just to break the seams of this straightjacket
just to be
if only for a moment
happy, and free

The Fulcrum is the heart of Archimede's mind
Like disproportionate weight shifting the tides
Creates the ***** upon which my eyes slide to
Condition themselves to see the fault lines  
Just below hollow lies that even I have told myself
It's palpable to stay for just a little while
Until the fire in the clouds smolders into black
Signals that the Saints have gone too far the other way to ever go back
Why am I the one whom they want to nail to the cross?  
So They slay the elder Archimedes for what they portray as impertinence
Lest we ever forget how we got here.  
Blissful Ignorance

The tall oak tree marks sudden death
The man whom I speak does not lay at rest there
He lies forgotten in the tomb I built with grief
Wilting Red roses for a broken spirit
And crow's gather for pools of blood
They no longer mind the taste of shame on the tempest tongue
And no one cries for vengeance
Death is that way for the lonely tortured soul  
May sympathy just die with the rest of the world?  
No one wants to answer this question, so I never ask.  
I paid my visit to the tomb with blood on my hands
I dropped the knife into the tall grass where no would find it
I would say that I'm sorry, but he can't hear me now
I tell myself, I'm going to be okay, but that is not true
I am the transformation at moonlight horrors wax poetic
But I am real
And I am not sober for this soliloquy
I am drunk with insanity

What little faith
fell from eyes
and lay dead on my skin
hoping to be reborn in my heart again

At first there was so much, then so little

It was no wonder why.  

I felt I was to lie

down

next to

dreams that'll die a slow death tonight.  

But I am born again through them in a new life

I am still alive, Aren't I?

A callous temper flaring about
new Las Vegas diamonds
to my eyes
they are fixed, but just for me!

where your indirection led me to go
I sought hope in the structure of the cage
and the diamonds were real
but it matters not

After all of that 'being lost'
something was 'found' in what did not fit in
and the only thing I ever loved about myself was never
really real at all