I sit watching the day, wondering what will be coming for me? physically I'm here, mentally I'm not,
I don't feel me anymore, I wonder if the gods can help me? i shall ask in my next blot.
Ill ask Odin, Freyja and *****, to guide me on my path, to help me spiritually find myself again.
ill make my offering surrounded with musky incense, AleHorn, runes and a hammer around my neck,
ill give my offering as i ask for help to  somehow bring me back.
back to the days i could smile, back to the days i could be me,
oh dear Odin i wish i could again be free.
Free to be me again, feel alive again, feel anything again, instead of being darkly numb, it honestly feels like someone has me under the thumb.
Dear Odin, Freyja and *****, please forgive me for being so weak, needless and numb.
help me find myself again, be the warrior I am, stand tall and face my fears in a mental battle only I can win.
I finish my offering with blessings, smoke and gin, Hail to the gods, Freyja, ***** and Odin.

As I lay here, ****** on the battlefield, dying in the rain, the mist is setting in.
I see my brothers and sisters further into the battle they run
Whilst Òdin appears before me,
I hear him say "come on sister, your time is done"

I see the light fading, Odin holds out his hand, I proudly take my last breath, and leave for a better land.
I see a beautiful place, filled with brothers and sisters, I've never seen this place before but I know where I am.

Valhallah is a beautiful place, brothers and sisters all around me, I look over all of you whilst you're sailing across the sea.

I will meet you all again one day, we're all here waiting for you, just like Valhallah waited for me.

As the sun shines bright on the morrow, as we sail to battle along the sea, I have no worries, be it if I die, for valhallah waits for me.

We fight to honour our gods, we feast when all is done, we have no remorse for what we do as we are Vikings under the sun.

Our gods watch over us Hail Freja, Odin & more, never ask us how many that we have slain, we're Vikings we don't keep score.

as the sun sets, on our longboat, at our journeys end or begun, as we sail across the sea, still I Have no Fear of Dying, for Valhallah waits for me

Im starting to become one with the darkness
Honestly it doesn't feel too bad,
Just the feeling of loneliness and nothing
Really makes me sad.

Should i become one with the darkness
Let my demons break free,
Stay this stranger ive become
No going back to being me.

The darkness has taken over
They have become one with me,
You'll now see the dark and broken girl
That the darkness has made of me.

Together on life's journey,
We both will never part,
Sharing all the joys of life,
Together from the start.

Sharing lots of happy times,
Sometimes sharing tears,
Always learning from each other,
Together through the years.

No matter where life leads us,
Dear sister know its true,
It's been a joy to travel down this road,
Of a wonderful life with you.

We'll be together forever,
Through what life may throw,
We will conquer it together,
And through it learn and grow.

Your my sister, my diamond, my life,
From your birth to present day,
No matter where life takes us,
Ill guide you all the way.

We've been through so much together,
Your the baby sister yet your stronger than I,
I know you will be by my side,
Until the day I die.

When life throws you a curve ball,
I just want you to know,
Ill be there to catch it,
And make the final throw.

Nothing in this world will ever hurt you,
Believe that this is true,
Because no matter what you are my sister,
And ill always be there to protect you.

We need to make more memories,
And have fun as come each day,
Start each morning with a smile,
And take pictures along the way.

You are my baby sister,
And the crazy one it's true,
But I wouldn't change you for the world,
Because I love you being you.

So dear sister get out your phone,
Open Snapchat let's have some fun,
Start and end our days with a silly pics,
And save them when we're done.

You are a crazy little sister,
You're amazing this is true,
So to my crazy lil sister,
I love and cherish you.

Friends will come and friends will go,
As the seasons change time will show.

The ones who love you, the ones who care, the ones who just use you because they need someone there.

In life choose carefully who you let into your heart, make sure its the right ones who are never going to part.

Not the ones who want you, just as a stand in rent a friend, keep the ones who love you where the love will never end.

Don't be the person who trust so true, the one who gets left behind, when they no longer need you.

Choose your circle wisely, do not be coaxed by lies and mistrust. Keep your eyes and mind open and do what you must.

Don't lose the close friends you have, because you trusted someone too fast, someone who stabbed you in the back with the fake friendship not made to last.

So choose your friends wisely, keep your enemies as close as you must, but keep and open mind and you will see who you can trust.

Turn your back on bad friendship, and keep the ones that last, because the devil was once an angel, far back in the past.

Be true to yourself, believe the right choice. To leave behind the bad ones, and keep the good ones and rejoice.

Friends are like diamonds, they're each special in their own way,
The crazy ones, the loving ones, the ones who brighten up your day.

Its amazing to have friends who stand by you oh so true, the ones who couldn't imagine living a single day without you.

Keep those friend close, dont ever push them away, remember they are there for you every step of the way.

To make you laugh, to make you smile, when days are feeling down, to pick you up and dust you off and get rid of your frown.

Those people are your family, through rainy days or shine. The ones who make your life so bright, and memories so devine.

To have friends so crazy, who love you oh so true, even when they're a pain sometimes, you know you love them too.

My friends are my family, we're inseparable this is true, I hope everyone has friends like mine, to love and care for you.

Make memories in the sunshine, dance together in the rain, take photos and make memories, and do it over and over again.

Life is for living, so live it to the full, keep those friends and family around you and you're life will never be dull.

Thank you to the friends I have,
who have became family along the way,
I love you all so dearly, you all brighten up my day.