Because your either so happy
Or so depressed
And this up and down is slowly killing me
Never knowing what to expect
I start to think that I should leave for my own well being
Dad would take me
And I would still see you; I would still want to see you
But I'm scared of telling you this
Because I don't know how you would respond
Your so happy right now
And brother would bear the brunt
But I cant keep living back and forth
And up and down