sad and cold
its getting old
i keep fighting
all i do is cry
i seem happy
i seem fine
but on the inside
I'm breaking
hiding the fear
so i can drive
i just want to feel
i just want to thrive

Love
so misunderstood
we think it happens in the snap of a finger
but love takes time to grow
we just have to wait for it  to bloom

I find myself sad, unwanted
When i look around there is no one
What has happened to the girl i used to be
I was filled with love
Now it like I'm sinking
Unable to breathe
As the tide takes me
Guess it better to go with the flow
The fight the power of the waves

There's oak
there's main
there's 1st and second
and so many more
as i watch them fly by
i wonder when they will stop moveing
then i remember they already did
It me I'm the on that keeps moveing
i keep loosing
i keep bruising
i try to open the door
and say no more
told them to stop
stop stop stop  
finally as
I'm yelling
and crying
and hurting
they stop the car but they still wont let me out
so know i sit and stare at  all the street signs
begging to be let out

warm hands
on my body
Feeling it
he makes me happy
but i guess
he wasn't ready

i hide the feelings
all the sounds
even fear
i keep in all my tears
Wont say what's tearing me down
I'm loosing so much
even myself

what is it
i cant see
all i know is
its coming for me
but I'm not scared
because i want to be happy
so i cant let anything thing scare me

when you think you can fly
you feel so high
always remember
when your in the sky
you can taste a rainbow

I'm in my feelings
shutting down
soon i just have to wear a sign that says
OUT OF ORDER