No
No
No
No

My heart scares you away
At least that's what I tell myself
It's not my lack of affection
Or my self centeredness
My heart
It scares you away.

If I were a bird, i would not fly away.
If I were a fish, i would refuse to swim.
If I were your love, i would give in.

Screeches howl
letting out
a loud plea
of sympathy
By force, unnatural
wanting the silence to flea
ignoring the consciousness
disregarding the consequence
the haunting howls
fade out with remorse
no empathy remains
unless forced

down below
as deep as darkness goes
tucked away underneath
hidden desires that grow
constantly nurtured
with tears of sorrow
grows weak with time
that is only borrowed
nothing except regret
fertilizes the fields of tomorrow.

option after option,
hesitation after hesitation,
emerged in disguise,
there will never be salvation.
Avoid,Avoid,
without hesitation,
deny,deny
that this was your own creation.
Assume,Conclude
there is nothing you can do
relax,enjoy,embrace this new view.
for once was,will not be for long
for what could,now the option is gone.

This city is, the place you
laid your head down on me, in your bed
I promised I'd never hurt you.

I couldn't keep my promise
I am, so sorry I couldn't be what you needed,
I'll, always be what you wanted.

I couldn't be,
what you needed from me,
I'll always be what you wanted,
you have to believe, I wanted to be what you needed.

I'll always
Wish I could have been there
Anytime you needed me,
lets face it,
that was never me.

It was never me, I could only be what you wanted, not what you need.