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288 · Dec 2017
How?
SoS Dec 2017
How do I keep it all in?
I can't tell anyone
He'd **** me
I already did enough damage to this relationship
I just don't know how to hide the burn marks of tears
Why?
Why is it so hard to face seeing him?
I don't feel like crying today
But for some reason I have to bite my lip
How?
Do I fix the broken pieces of my life?
He's gone, does that mean I am too?
Why?
Does he have to be the only person that can make me cry
I feel guilty
but shouldn't he too?
He's the one that ruined everything?
183 · May 2018
Dear Teacher
SoS May 2018
Dear Teacher,
I am ever so sorry for the way I behaved
My soul is forever damaged and I feel like a slave.
You ask for homework, and that is what you will receive
but first let me tell you some feelings, you see,
I am a person who knows quite a lot.
My tears flow evidently since that's what I do very much.
My eyes are soar from rubbing away pain
and I have decided there isn't a way.
There's this feeling I have in my mind.
One that I can't leave behind
A constant reminder that I am not enough
something that makes me just want to well...
die.
My feelings put on words. I don't know how well my depression is going. I have cried every day from dusk until dawn. I really can't take much more. My life is a mess and I just don't want to be in it anymore.
138 · Sep 2018
Help Me
SoS Sep 2018
No one's going to help me
     No one's going to help me
    My mind is tired
         I feel like I'm in hell
Someone help me
     Someone, please get me out of here
I'm drowning and there's no one here but me
     I'm drowning very slowly
These thoughts  
      These words
They drag down
           These thoughts
                   These words
Make me wanna **** myself
             Please help me
  I don't have any expertise
Yep. These are my feelings put on the internet. YAY.

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