I didn't have much to say
When I called you up the other day
I just wanted to see how you were
And maybe try and understand the way
You feel today

I am sure you're on the road
With a full car load
Electricity bursting from your fingertips
Chasing the music that once flowed
We're all thankful for what you showed

I know you're not used to being beat
It's not as easy now standing on your own two feet
You breezed through life
But now something inside of you must eat
On the phone I hear defeat

I thought about all the time we missed
About the last time my venom hissed
I was thinking about how everyone is dying
And maybe it's time you start that bucket list
Just don't do it with a clinched fist

I look at myself and all I see is you
I know you know the same is true
Being too proud got you nowhere
But don't let it ****, you can't be through
This isn't fair, this type of mean brew

I am going to miss you when you're gone
You've been a light brighter than the sun
You did it to yourself over the years
Or maybe this is actually something won
It's the end of the show, and it must go on

Going to your funeral now feeling so confused
I lost the best friend I ever had
Everything goes away
Like a child I cried
Driving down the highway through the hot sunny day
The perfect day for this kind of pain
Look at all these people holding flowers in their hands
They're going put the flowers on the box
That's holding you.

Going to your funeral and feeling hollow
Thinking about the days when we hung out behind the school
Everything goes away
I knew that you were not insane
Trying to cope with this world
You had it all going for you but I understand why
I smile like it's nothing but I scratch wounds that will not heal
Look at the people with heads down in their hands
With everything I feel, I know I missed out

Standing in front everyone at your funeral, feeling like a fool
Telling them stories that may not have happened
Everything goes away
You knew best about suicide and smack
Trying to run from the ***** and bats
You just crumbled and burned all alone
I was a bad friend and let you die
Too selfish to see or care
I miss you now

Stepping on a rusty nail
Showing the baby sitter the back yard
Went straight through my Ninja Turtle Flip-Flops

I looked up at the sky last night
I think I saw a woman

Walking out back to the tree with the vines
Dogs barkin' and mesquitos bite
Don't tell mom if I fall

I looked up at the sky last night
I think I saw a woman

Walking down the street to the church
Meeting up with Zach for a smoke
Got it stashed in a lock box behind

I looked up at the sky last night
I think I saw a women

Life is funny, well peculiar I guess
You think I got it all figured out
Then why am I such a ******* wreck

I looked up at the sky last night
I think I saw a woman

An abandoned mine shaft
On the top of a blown up mountain
Throwing myself into traps

I looked up at the sky last night
I think I saw a woman