After my first heartbreak, I no more believed in love. Not even I thought of ever being in love. And honestly, everything seemed pretty perfect, until you. You made me feel things I no more believed in. Falling in love with you was like a voyage. I felt tired, constantly, but I never wanted to stop. I wanted to explore, to dive to the deep, deep end. Even though I couldn't breathe, I wanted to stay because deep down in you, in your love there was silence.....it was peaceful. Just like the ocean.

sorry I couldn't be the child
you had in mind
and that I couldn't
ever make you feel proud
sorry I couldn't make
you look at me and smile
sorry, I was stuck in
the depression crowd

you made me feel safe
you set me free
made me fall in love with myself
and gave me courage and peace
just like love does to anyone
the only difference is that
you made me feel all of this
when you left

your love should be forbidden
it should be kept hidden
in the deepest and darkest place
inside your chest
it's not healthy
it's not easy
it must be tamed
before it is given
the freedom to be free

my heart felt so much safe
when you left than
when you first touched me

believe me if the universe
can let the sun rise again
and give the moon back its moonlight
every night then it can surely
have the power to mend
your broken heart

when I die
do not burn me
or bury me inside the ground
instead cover me in ink
and surround me with papers

- a poet never dies

healing is a process
just like breathing
it continues until you die

I feel lost
she complained
he replied
the moon is also lost
and eclipsed
before it shines

whenever she felt lost
the moon aligned the stars
in the sky guiding her way
back home

she carried a cloud of thoughts
over her head and when it overflowed
it rained through her hands
on the paper in the form of poetry

she was taught to be quite
and her opinions were worthless
she was kept silent every time
she uttered something negative-"NO"
now that she's all grown she has
been told to fight alone but how
could she fight alone when all
she ever learned was that
her voice was never heard

you are not here anymore
you are not here to hold me close
when i wake up terrified in the
middle of the nights
you are not here to kiss me
each morning when we wake up
you are not here to hold me tight under the sheets
you are only somewhere i cannot reach
you are only somewhere i cannot feel you
don't you miss me
don't you imagine your hands
running down my body
don't you want to read those books
to me again
i think you don't
you never really wanted to do these things
to me in the first place
you did it because your friends told you to
you shattered me and you broke me
and now i'll never be the one who can love
someone again

those thunder noises
those lightning strikes
those dark nights with
raindrops from the skies
i wish you were here
to hold me close &
i wish i was there to
hold up your hopes
you & i sat there
on the window sills
of our bedrooms
the people parted us
and so did the cities
but the rain always
held our hearts to
proximity

dark night sky
wearing stars all
around its body &
a moon which is beyond
any beautiful heart
sitting on the grass
in my skin-tight gown
i hummed our
favorite song wishing
you'd come back
but all ever came back
were memories of you

i talk to moon everyday
about you and i see
him smile the way i do
when i'm with you
each time i talk about us
the moonlight turns brighter
i don't know if this is a sign
but it's our love that makes
our world shine brighter and brighter
everyday

these words and
these poetry
can't express my love for you
i'm always in search
for more words that can
prove my love for you
is not only beautiful
but exquisite too

he dives right into
my eyes which he
calls exquisite

smiling at me as the
moon smiles every night
when he meets the stars

his lips touch mine so
passionately as they were
only made to meet my lips

his hands gently holding
my body and pulling
me towards him

he softly whispers
underneath his breathe
"now i'm your forever"

oh my! i don't know how
he makes me fall in love
with him without any efforts

- you are some kind of magic.

i feel more blue
than the sky on a
warm sunny day
the moment
you leave

every sunrise
makes me fall in
love with you
all over again

for me you sparkle
more than the stars
in my sky

the sunsets remind
me of you
i get excited at the sight
of both of you

the meteors started
pouring from the sky
the oceans overflowed
the fire burnt stronger
the sun shone brighter
the mountain collapsed
and the sky split in half
people finally came to know
that we had fallen for each other
your love must seem destructive
but for me it is healing.

let's go to roads
we have never travelled
let's board a flight
and go worldwide
let's do things
we are afraid to
let's give a name
to me and you
bury our promises
wherever we go
connect our souls to
water, fire and snow
keep your eyes on the path
that's leading you 'cause like me
you don't want to miss a part or two
travel with stardust in your veins
and capture pretty moments
for our future mains
let's cross the oceans and climb up the hills
so much pleasure is in this warmth
and these chills

bright dazzling lights,
heavy chandeliers,
pretty women in ballgowns,
handsome men in suits &
classic music all around the room
but all i ever noticed was you
standing in a corner with your glass of wine
& your charming ocean eyes stuck on mine

- a night when i learned love.

you don't have a heart
you have a moon
resting inside your chest
lighting up the darker pieces
within you