I wish i was dead man
Perhaps my red eyes would be spared the pain
To me the stars are the eyes of the fallen warriors
And my eyes should be acting as the stars than weeping over a laissie

I still can't believe I was blind all this time
Blinded by my own words thinking it is all God's doings man
But then this has never been God's grace
No God approves of such extent of agony
But you my love brought me down instead of lifting me up

In my thoughts I always thought of u
I always told a farytale and even thought of uttering it to my unborn children
Funny to me their mother was you
Why did I love unconditionally when the results would be unnecessarily burdensome

I lied to myself man I lied thinking that some day the world would be a better place with me and you living in a well fed home like Queen Elizabeth I thought I was telling the truth just like Sister Abigail always said
With you I had the whole world but now it is all shattered for reason I can't even come to conclusions with

The stars shine in the sky
The are draped in the dark but still shine
But you can't even shine in the light
My love I call it quits now I am done uttering lies that binds us in my thoughts

Deep within you there is a special seed that waits to breed
No matter what the circumstance within your environment is
Whether you live in a shack or a mansion that does not define you
But it molds you into a bright future that waits for you tomorrow

Yesterday is nothing but just a lesson in your long walk to success
Even if the obstacles seem too hard to conquer
No matter how hard you fall to the ground never lose hope
There is still a chance for you to prosper and you know it
Being heartbroken does not mean you don’t deserve to be loved
Heartache shapes you into a better partner the following day

Life still goes on with or without the one who broke your heart
Out there into the world is a special someone created for you only
Whether you failed to be something in life that’s just an hindrance

 But that does not stop you from being someone
Dreams are there to lead you into your future endeavors
A blessing is who you are in many souls existence
God takes away what you want and bless you with what you need

The long awaited days are now over,

Overcame tests and trials put in place along my entire belief system,

Tried to open chain locked doors but fate never allowed me,

Considering every pain I endured the Deity was at all times present,

Living in a world of my own yet I land in someone’s arms when I fall,

All thanks goes to the ultimate prayer I never stopped believing in.

 

Embarking on a short trip of my own heading towards Nirvana,

King amongst Kings waits patiently for his Prince at the golden gate,

A smile upon his face, appreciating the job I accomplished on Earth,

My imperfections are erased from his eyes because of my daily work, 

Living a double life in equal share, one for me the other one for IDOL,

My revenue is seeing ambiances on Earth adoring their life without grievances