Just maybe if you'd had stayed I wouldn't be in so much pain.
Maybe if you'd had stayed I wouldn't be living in such a way.
Maybe just maybe life wouldn't be so hard cuz at the end of the day I would've had you to run to your arms.
Maybe this is just the way it was supposed to be but it's hard to believe.
I stay up at night wondering if you knew exactly how i feel would you do it all over again still get up and leave.

Will I ever feel happiness and joy in my life
Shedding tears they increase over the years
Stuck in a place where the doors are locked and there is no way to escape
Hearing voices in the back of my head saying this is where you will forever stay

Will I ever run and get away or stay in the same place
Will I ever see better days or have this sad look on my face
All I need is a chance to open the doors to see there is a better place so that I can help the next person change their hopeless days .