Depressed
Let me rest
Take a guess
Why I'm depressed

I'll show a sigh
Spit a rhyme
Tell the time
That I'm fine

Knowing Im depressed
Wants me to take my test
Wants me to o my best
But really you should just..
Put me to rest..

Fade...
Slowly going away...
Disappearing without a trace...
Having it all for a split second then watching it al just....
Slip...
Slip right from your finger tips...
As it goes you just  watch it...
You just watch it...
Fade...
All you do is disappoint...
All you do is hurt...
The one you love is gone...
Im dying inside because of you...
Im sorry...
Im sorry i never made you happy...
Im sorry all i did was....
Fade...
To you im nothing...
To all im nothing...
Worthless...
Like the lone wolf....
Im nothing....
Im just....
Dead....
Im just fading....
Im....
Im just Gone...
Gone forever....
Never liked....
Always hated by the world....
No one cares....
No one should...
All they should do...
Is just...
Let me.......
Fade....

Grrr....
Im furious...
Im mad as f**k...
Tired of it all...
Im tired of crying...
Tired of pain...
They say im suicidal...
Im not...
Im mad...
I just want to get up and leave....
Get rid of me...
Hate me like i hate you...
You say you trust me...
You dont...
I give it all...
And you leave me in pain...
They think im mad at you....
I mad at myself....
I hate myself...
I hate everything about me...
They try to bring me down...
But they only make me mad...
It makes me furious...
It fills me with...
Hate...

Im being played...
Like a fiddle in the night...
A lone wolf in the night..
Crying and crying...
Always lying...
Saying it will be okay...
But it wont...
It never will be...
We will always be hurt...
I only make things worse...
Im unfit...
To be human...
Unfit to be alive...
Let me die...
Say i lie...
Take my lyric...
Shut and cry...
Take my words...
Say they hurt...
But never know...
Who did it worst...
Cut your wrist...
**** your kid...
Tell him this...
Im sorry...

Let me cry
Let me cry
Let me wallow up and die
Let me know my life's a lie
Oh let me see
Oh let me cry...
For this is my final
Goodbye...

First step...
We lay there...
We slowly begin to get our vision....
We watch...
As our parents sit and entertain...
We crawl...
All round the room..
Happy and excited...
We make our move...
We leap...
up on our feet...
Just to fail...
And fail again...
We walk...
We walk around just to fall...
We get up...
Just to try again..
We talk....
Say hi to mom or dad...
We live...
We grow more and more...
We see pain...
Bless there hearts...
We fall...
We fall in love and in pain...
Meet a girl...
Love her alot...
Watch her leave...
Just to cry...
Again and again...
We look at mom....
And we cry...
And cry again...
We look at...
Dad...
We smile...
Then we cry while he's gone...
In constant regret...
Of uttering the words...
I love you...
We cry to her....
Tell her how We feel...
Just to watch her cry...
Get on one knee...
Watch her say yes...
You hold her tight and cry...
As you grow...
You have a kid...
A boy or girl...
You cry when there born...
One slowly fades you lose your smile...
hold her tight....
And cry...
Cry hard...
Doctor rushes..
Saves her life...
You walk in...
With a grin..
Look at her..
You grow more and more...
You kiss her one more time...
Lay by her side...
And cry..
The next day you have lived...
Sad and sad...
You just cry and cry...
A week later...
You are with her now...
You hold her hand and smile...
You smile and you smile...
So all in all...
We live...
We love...
We lose...
We gain...
It's only...
Life...

Smile...

Smile...
Smile for the camera...
Show them you care...
Show you love her...
So....
Smile...
Smile so you can hold her....
She makes you happy...
So....
Smile...
Dont frown...
Make your presence known...
Smile....
For your kid...
Show you care for her...
Show her shes precious...
Smile...
Smile for it all...
Show them...
Show them all you care...
Most importantly...
Smile because you love her...
Smile becase you want to smile..
I smile today...
Because of her...
She makes me smile...
I love her...
So i just...
Smile...

The pain i feel...

I drift away....
I try to pray...
I take my knife and say I'm okay...
But I'm not...
Im in pain...
But its hard to say...
The fact that I go insane...
I hear voices...
They are yelling at me...
I see a demon...
Staring over me...
He drags me down...
Hurts me more...
Makes me cry...
Makes me mad...
Stabs my side...
Chest...
Arm...
Leg...
Sides...
Gives me scars...
Gives me wounds that will not heal...
Makes me bleed...
Makes me give...
Makes me fall...
The voices tell me to go...
Go...
Go...
All I have to do...
Is just say no...
But I don't...
I just look down and cry..
I just give up...
I just give up and...
Die...

When I gave her that ring...
I didnt give her money...
I gave her hope...
I gave her happiness...
I gave her joy...
And I gave her love...
When I gave her that ring...
I gave her all my attention...
I gave her all my trust...
I gave her all my faith...
When I gave her that ring...
I showed her I cared...
I showed her she was special...
I...
I showed her I wanted to be with ger forever...
When I gave her that ring...
I gave her my heart...
I gave her my soul...
I gave her everthing...