One day, I wake up feeling so unconscious,
As if my soul was taken away,
I look into the mirror,
And the image smiled back,
I freaked out stepped back,
Who is that smiling?
Even the smile looked as if its hiding lies,
Look into the eyes, I see myself.
What have I become?
I became my own enemy,
I hit the mirror, tell myself ''this isn't real'',
And broke down in tears.
Gave my everything without knowing,
That I was left with nothing.
Held onto the cold love,
I don’t know love anymore,
Left shallow and in dark,
My happy ending slowly fades its color,
Eventually, everything turns melancholic,
Suddenly my nerves turn alcoholic,
The only way to feel it real ,
was to wear a fake smile and conceal.
Got caught up in many *****,
Now ***** are hard to deal,
So, every time I look at myself,
I laugh so loud that it sounds like a cry.
A cry for help.
I wish I never got stuck in that winter love.
Because I am stuck alone in this cold
Trying to find that same old winter love,
That same old winter love,
Which I thought was my very happy ending.