Weird is normal
Normal is weird
What is normal?
When everything is fake
Everything is a pretend
Put on my best faces
Wipe that ugly tears
And let the best faces get the best of me,
Slowly it  takes over ,
Now that's my persona
It is taking over me.

Only if you would see the real me ,
Only if you could see my mind ideal fantasy ,
You would see the real nightmare,
Watch me smile while i jump off the cliff
I **** myself to feel alive
**** myself  in my mind
Killed myself a thousand times,
To wake up from this fantasy
Reality is the honesty,
That people don't accept.
Emptiness is the real deal
I don't know what to feel,
So don't try to see what's in my mind ,
There is no way out , you will never find.

I am scared of humans.
Even though i am the same kind.
Only if you could read their mind.
Just a little money makes them blind.
Forgets about what's wrong or right
Just for the money they will stab you for behind
Oh yes , humans are best at lying
They actually don't care about our planet dying
Materialistic trends has got them buying anything
That makes nothing good for the environment
Someday our greed will end all of us


I am scared of humans
Even though i am the same kind.
Only if you could read my mind.

Cold wind chills running down my spine.
I can't even see a straight line,
I don't know what's left of mine,
When you point finger at me yelling,'' I don't need creature of your kind''.
Your insults i don't mind ,
Yet it feels like a stab from behind
But even if i say i am fine,
It hurts deep inside,
Cause i know i am lying.
Sometimes i think if i was better at dying?

Since i am good at nothing,
I wanna do something,
To make you proud,
But before every new start
All you did was doubt
At me , my effort
And now yours and my definition of life ''Differs''
So i wish you would walk in my shoes
So i could walk on yours.

Is there no greed in Heaven?
Like the greed we have here on Earth.
Is there no lust in Heaven ?
Like the **** cases we have on Earth.
Is there no strength differences  in Heaven?
Like the gender inequality we have on Earth?
Is there no violence in Heaven?
Like the manslaughters we have on Earth?

Is there no sins in Heaven?
Or is there no Heaven?
Yet I do believe in God
Never seen God
But I put my faith into God.
If God lives in Heaven
And God created us
I believe we all are from Heaven.
So ,
Is there no sins in Heaven?

Nobody gives a ****
About what you do or say
Unless u are sick rich
Everybody gives a ****
When they miss paper ****
They will come running for it
Even if it means sinning for it

Nobody gives a ****
So why should i care
About what the ******* say
Cause i don't give a **** about nobody.