It never ends.
The pain.
The suffering.

Never goes away.

I hope and pray
That someday

it will go away
~RG

I need you.
To take my hand.

To free me from this hell.
Don't let me go.

I need you.
To fix me.

To put the pieces together.
I need you.

Badly.

~RG

Do you know me?
No.

So how could you judge me?
I don't know.

Do you know my story?
No.

Then don't judge me.
Okay.

~RG

Do you ever think?
I do sometimes.

I was once told thinking is bad for you.
Is that true?

Maybe.

When i think i think of old times.
Times when told me that she loved me .
Is that true?

I'm guessing not.

~RG

Love, One word so many meanings
The pain I suffer trying to figure them out.

Hate, One word One meaning
The loneliness I feel throughout

The sorrow, The pain, The suffer.
As I carry on I strive and aim for one meaning.

Somehow EVERY TIME i get lost looking for these "meanings"

I struggle to hold together.
I struggle to only find self doubt.

Every time all through out.

~RG