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Feb 2014 · 523
Black Hair
Roma Carlo Feb 2014
Your physical form so personified your very nature, that to gaze upon your body was to fall into the void that is your very essence. I dared not gaze too long, lest I fall so deep that I could not escape, yet part of me wished to dive head first and be utterly consumed by you. It is this turmoil that you arose within me that caused me to love you as I did.

I speak of you as though you are something past, something to be reviewed, and yet I feel that you are still with me, and these words resonate within you - and all the while you long for more. That I might penetrate your soul outside the confines of time and space excites you, my Goddess, and it makes me feel as though I am God. It brings me joy to witness your pleasure.

Through it all we know that this is a game, but a fleeting moment, yet that darkness we see between the closing and opening of the eye that blinks for us is filled with light. As I think of you I feel as though I become you, it is as though I occupy you; I become you. I feel your features as my own, I feel your thoughts and your feelings as my own. In this moment I possess you, yet you are like change in my pocket. Long might you remain there, my fingers moving over you spontaneously, only to one day be given away without a moment’s thought.

I think of what could have been, but know that if it had been, we would not have what we do now. We have nothing; I have everything; you have everything.
May 2013 · 411
Come with me
Roma Carlo May 2013
I sit and think of you, and all the while, feel you within me; feel you around me; feel you...
the Goddess of my life, the cocoon that shapes my existence,
A love that metamorphosizes; I no longer know who I am.

And through it all, you speak to me, and I long for nothing more,
than to give you all that you desire, to throw more wood upon your fire,
And burn with you until water boils, and rains upon the smouldering light,
that shines within our rapturous eyes, as night becomes day, and day becomes night.

'Come with me', you hear within, as wings unfold and we begin,
to glide towards that cosmic light, that shines through every day and night,
a love that fuels an angels flight, within my arms I hold you tight.
Two become one, and one becomes all, within your love I long to fall.


Falling, I forget, and know who I am...
Apr 2013 · 746
Shoot For The Moon
Roma Carlo Apr 2013
My metaphorical gun has run out of bullets, and not one of them has found its way into my head.

I put a gun to Gods head. He smiled, and held out his hand, revealing six spent gun casings. I pull the trigger anyway, and as time goes backwards I return to the ****** void from which I emerged. Too young for a gun license; I'll have to try again next time around.

In the meantime, God plays games with me, and I am powerless to intervene, powerless to put a stop to this simulated insanity. God only gives guns to men.
Apr 2013 · 893
Silence Speaks Volumes
Roma Carlo Apr 2013
You come seeking truth, yet retreat unsatisfied when silence is offered to you.

Words or no words; speech or no speech; would thou be satisfied if you were lectured for a thousand years?

Sentences give way to punctuation; speech gives way to silence.

Those who do not pause for breath, know not of what they speak.


Speak, but do not lecture,
Listen, but do not be absorbed,
Master the senses, but do not forget,
That there is no more contained in speech,
Than the silence that gives rise to it.

*Only after I had absorbed generations of wisdom from near and far, past and present, did I realise the joke that those minds were playing.
Only after this, do I realise I am no more than the paper on which they wrote, and their words contained no more meaning, than the meaning contained within a blade of grass, or the song of a bird on an autumn morning.
Apr 2013 · 437
Paper Person
Roma Carlo Apr 2013
"You should be a poet,"
They said to me
In a darkened room
One Friday night

I smiled and said
"Maybe I should"
Deep down I knew
I always would

But at the time,
I did not speak
The words that fell
Upon my lips...

So looking back
Hear my decree,
"That we are all masters
Of poetry"

Only those that turn,
To pen and ink
Are those condemned
To always think

To live in visons,
To fantasize,
Words the burden
Our voice must bear

Whilst their art forms
On lifes canvas...

"The white of paper
A poor substitute."
Mar 2013 · 800
Speechless
Roma Carlo Mar 2013
We don't say a word - at least words with meaning,
For in the eyes of love, all words are absurd.

Your eyes dance, the energy subdues me,
Transfixed on the windows, to the depths of your being,
A mind so sharp, yet so rounded and supple,
Thoughts flowing through lips, that speak to my heart.

I'm speechless - and still we talk,
Both know we're falling,
The words we utter; a dance; symbolic
Of total immersion in each others minds.

Has it really been that long?
Walking away, you speak to me,
Caressing my mind with your spirit,
You give me the courage, to speak the unspoken...

As I craft these words, again we entwine,
Yet I still feel speechless,
For how can words convey that ineffable tangle,
Of two minds that are falling, yet bound by the sun.
Mar 2013 · 419
All Roads Lead Home
Roma Carlo Mar 2013
Oh tragedy -
This life that I find,
Laid out before me,
Within my mind’s eye.
Should I try?
Should I strive; to live and to love,
Should I walk amongst men,
Or with angels above?

A question I ask
Yet no answer I expect,
Wandering the unknown,
Clueless, except,
To my inevitable fate;
My eventual demise;
Death will be new,
It won’t be a surprise.
Mar 2013 · 332
You Look Upon Me
Roma Carlo Mar 2013
You look upon me;
From within the rivers,
The leaves of the trees and the blues of the skies -
And I have no where left to turn
Besides the ocean of your eyes.

Needless to say - I am drawn;
Like the rivers to the sea,
Like leaves fall from the tree,
Together we take root and grow
Bearing fruit for all eternity.
Mar 2013 · 253
For You
Roma Carlo Mar 2013
I know that you love me,
I have your heart and you have mine,
And in time, inevitably, we'll be together,
Just like the sun and stars must shine.

But for now we must be content to gaze
Into the depths of each others being,
Surrender to forces, that work in our favour,
Fall into my arms and I'll carry you high.
Jan 2013 · 362
A Modest Perspective
Roma Carlo Jan 2013
I do not rule the earth,
From a throne way up high,
I sit hear in the dirt,
And watch the stars passing by.
Dec 2012 · 334
Come and See
Roma Carlo Dec 2012
I'm not the man I was;
I'm not the man I am;
I'm not the man I'm going to be
I am the man who's been set free
Free from the life of slavery
I pioneered the mystery
The secrets there for all to see
Come share this life of bliss with me.
Nov 2012 · 518
Make A Wish
Roma Carlo Nov 2012
When I blew out the candles,
I wished for world peace,
And felt a peace inside myself,
That I could share with everyone.
Nov 2012 · 451
Time Suprised Me
Roma Carlo Nov 2012
Cracks in freshly laid tarmac,
Has it really been that long?
I hear the songs we used to sing,
Take me back...take me back.
Oct 2012 · 363
What will be...
Roma Carlo Oct 2012
Can I fall in love with you?
I won’t if you don’t want me to.
I say I won’t - I only hope,
You’ll let me spend my time with you.
Oct 2012 · 523
A Knights Quest
Roma Carlo Oct 2012
Cosmic spies
Behind eagles eyes,
As we sit under skies,
Of purity

A stone pile;
A forever while;
My maidens smile
Beside me

I pace this land,
Of stone and sand,
So we might stand,
To look and see

The battle begin,
Deep down within,
And I shall win,
For you and me
Oct 2012 · 607
Parallel Lives
Roma Carlo Oct 2012
I sit at home,
I sit, and chisel mannequins,
While the “me” – the me I would like to be,
Walks the street in effigy,
No-one knows that it isn’t Me.

Meanwhile;

I sit at home,
I sit and I carve,
I hammer and scrape,
Hoping my tools might blunt,
So I might go outside and be myself.
Oct 2012 · 475
Iron Out The Creases
Roma Carlo Oct 2012
I ventured to the very depths of reality,
and found myself looking back.
Now there are no more codes to crack;
a blank piece of paper for all eternity.
Roma Carlo Oct 2012
I’m a grain of sand floating in the ocean.
You are everything to me,
and I am nothing to you,
yet we exist as one,
and will always be together.

I only hope that one day,
your waves will fall upon my shores,
and you’ll realise there is much more to me,
much more than that single grain.

Erode away,
consume me,
let me be one with you.
Sep 2012 · 858
Taxi
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
Why is it,
that a taxi in the morning always seems more expensive,
than a taxi in the evening?
Sep 2012 · 658
Send Me To War
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
Send me to war
Because the men in the trenches
Are better off than the homeless
Who sleep under benches

You fight in the fields
I preach peace in the streets
But when night time arrives
Only one of us eats

We move by the day
In the shadows at night
Underneath desert suns
Between yellow streetlights

A war hero's return
And a union Jack
Both of us islands
Our homes on our back

Send me to war
Lay me down in the field
The streets they are empty
The wounds they are healed

Our weapons discarded
Your hands on my shield
The flowers will grow
The destruction concealed

Send me to War
Send me back to the screams
Send me to sleep
With the Gods in my dreams

Send me a postcard
I'll send you a flower
And I'll soon be with you
Through this eternal hour
Sep 2012 · 392
Life's Stage
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
My mind floats in the abstract;
How might I attract
She
who dances to life?
I’m lost at a play,
My smiles and frowns all an act,
So that one day,
You might take my hand,
And fly away
with me.
Sep 2012 · 747
Reflections
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
Sometimes I look up to the sky and have a longing to propel myself outwards amongst the stars and planets and fragments of dust that cling together in desperation, attempting to create some planetary mass that someone, somewhere, might one day call their home.

The earth looks on. We go about our lives, venturing to her highest peaks and trekking across the open plains. We cultivate crops in the soil and celebrate when the rains flow from the skies and into the rivers and streams and taps and glasses on the dinner tables of business men and dying veterans, and the child who laughs at the forming of the rainbow, that symbolises the unavoidable end of this dream that we have grown so comfortable with.

The earth looks on and is indifferent. We gouge away, we poison, we pollute and we pillage the lands, and expect to fill that void within us. Destroying the very planet that has given us birth so that we might find ourselves, find our way. Yet the more we gouge and poison and pollute and pillage, the further away from this idealised end do we find ourselves. For we do not only destroy the earth; we destroy ourselves. A drop of poison in the ocean is but one more in our cup. As we pollute the skies, so do our minds become clouded and our vision becomes obscured by the continually evolving chaos we find ourselves in, and we double and triple our efforts to maintain order so that we might fill that ever present void.

Should one look to the stars or the depths of his mind to find that which he seeks? The deeper we dig, the higher the towers rise above our heads. One cannot stand on a mountain top and deny the existence of the stream that flows effortlessly through the valley. Swim amongst the clouds and glide with the raindrops and rainbows will make their homes amongst you.
Sep 2012 · 411
Is this my calling?
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
I tell myself I ask too many questions, just go with the flow, you are what you are, whether or not you know.
There's no need to force things, just take this life slow, and your path will take you, wherever you go. With palm outstretched, take all that life throws, ride the waves through the highs, and hold on through the lows.
Sep 2012 · 777
Blank Paper
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
Push a pencil.
Push a paint brush.
Use a stencil.
Blank paper…

“Fill it with what you will my child, but I must warn you;
do not let your lines become too disordered and wild,
for then people might not understand what you mean,
and not know it is a work of art they have seen.

An attempt to extract meaning;
Failure on the critics’ part.
“This man is a fool,
How can you call this art?”

“No talent do you have,
You’re outside the lines.”
The teacher criticises the piece,
Putting limits on minds.

“Why not be more like this man?
His lines straight and flowing;
His creative talent exquisite;
He appeals to my knowing

Cut the paper in half,
Start to paint on the back,
This person possesses,
What the other ones lack.

Understood by himself,
He creates his own vision.
Masterpiece or a shambles?
Now that’s your decision.
Sep 2012 · 559
Shadows
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
A Plastic bag crushed by black rubber,
My attention drawn from the lights of the windows,
Is this my home I see before me,
Or am I in a place where everyone goes?

Who Knows?

Do you know your neighbor?
Curtains hide even the most eccentric lives,
Am I one of them, these people,
Or is this that towards which i do not strive?

Am I alive?

The mirror tells all,
When all is said and done, I am one of them.
I am them; I am no one; the truth it unravels.
Neighbor, if you see my shadow on your travels,
Do not point him in my direction.
Sep 2012 · 1.0k
Remember This?
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
the worm may be caught,
but the suns ever-dying shadow,
oblivious to its own intentions,
pursues the horizon

who knows the cry,
of new frontiers, faded to grey,
the distant echos, impossible to ignore,
silence prevails; the **** crows

for the laughter of a child,
or the memories of stories told,
will fade with horizons,
illusive to the eye

for he who once remembers,
the harvest of limes and of lemons,
the words of wisdom already spoken,
the past seeks to forget
Sep 2012 · 624
They Came
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
They came to me, like the ocean meets the sand,
They listened, but they still could not understand
They wanted to hear more of the words I had spoken,
They tried to manufacture, they found the mould broken.

They saw the unique, many copies they made,
Identical, each there creation, replayed,
They celebrated; succumbed to their self made illusion,
They cast the broken aside to control the confusion.
Sep 2012 · 273
If I Never Was
Roma Carlo Sep 2012
If I had never heard,
Would I have a longing to hear?
If I had never seen,
Would I have a longing to see?
If I had never felt,
Would I have a longing to feel?

If I never was,
Would I have a longing to be?
Aug 2012 · 562
Unquenchable Thirst
Roma Carlo Aug 2012
Is it true what they say,
Of that which hides in the depths of the bottle?
Another drink, to focus my vision.
Barkeep, allow me to speak, lest I forget.
Aug 2012 · 2.8k
The Fruit of Life
Roma Carlo Aug 2012
The branches of the trees were almost breaking under the weight of the fruit that sprang from amongst their leaves. All through the garden, men and women of all ages were making preparations to harvest the fruit from the trees they had planted generations ago. Some years, the harvest was poor, and other years the harvest surpassed even the most optimistic of expectations, but the people always had enough to get them through the winter.

As they wheeled their carts underneath the trees and erected ladders to reach the tallest of branches, there was a feeling of satisfaction amongst the people. They had worked hard all year, and for the first year in five they began the harvest knowing they would have more than enough fruit to get them through even the harshest of winter months. The sun shone down on still waters, reflecting the reds and purples and greens of the trees, and all through the garden there was joy.

High on the hill, where trees did not lay their roots and water restlessly hurried by, a face peered out through a dusty window. The sounds of the horses and laughter of the people had roused the man from his slumber. As he looked down he saw the tree tops spreading below him, and with each moment that passed the colour seemed to leak from the branches, and at the same time the carts disappeared under mountains of fruit. His mouth began to water at the realisation that it was the harvest season, and soon his hunger would be satisfied.

Each year, the elders of the village would oversee the harvest. They knew what needed to be done, having been a part of it since they could walk on their own two feet. The children would play amongst the trees and the carts, observing the older boys and girls at work, and looking forward to the day when they might play a larger part of this festive occasion.

It was late in the afternoon. The sun had long since passed its zenith, and slowly the carts made their way to the village. At the foot of the apple tree, a boy tugged at the sleeves of an old man who had slipped into sleep in the afternoon heat. His eyes opened, and he looked at the child tugging at his sleeve. Satisfied that he had the man’s attention, the boy asked “Why does the man who lives on the hill not come and help us with the harvest? I saw him looking from his window, yet he did not emerge from his house. He is the only man for miles around who does not lend his hand to the harvest. Is he afraid?”

The old man bowed his head as he listened to the boys concern. He knew very well of the man the boy spoke about. There was a time, many years ago, when he would help with the harvest. Then, one year, he broke his leg after falling from a horse a few weeks before the harvest. The people had told him to rest, that they would manage the harvest without him. So he had sat and watched as everyone else did the work without him.

The next year, when harvest time came around again, the man thought to himself “Last year, the harvest went fine without my help, and this year, we have much less fruit to pick. Surely it would be a waste of my time to help.” And so instead of helping, he pretended he was sick and stayed at home.

Over the years, he spoke less and less to the men and women of the garden, until one day, he suddenly stopped leaving his house. He would say to himself “Why should I help with the work? Everyone manages fine without me. They plant the crops and tend to the trees, and still there is enough food left for everyone – including me – to eat. It would be a waste of my life to help when it is not necessary. No, I shall stay here and enjoy the comfort of my chair.”

The only time the people would see the man was once a year after the harvest when he came into the village to collect provisions from the stores. “Where have you been,” they would ask “We could have used your help with the harvest this year.” The man, not looking up as he filled his cart with bread and preserves muttered, “I have been ill,” and without another word, turned and headed back to his house on the hill.

As the old man recalled the events that had led to the man no longer sharing the work of the people, he felt a great sadness, for he knew the man had no illness or injury that should prevent him from working. No, his sickness was not one of the body, it was one of the mind. Thinking it would be better not to attempt to explain this to the child who had asked him the question, he smiled and said “He is a busy man. He does not have time to help.” The child, satisfied with the answer, ran after the carts laden with fruit, and no more was said of the matter.

Time passed, and each year the people would come together and harvest the fruit from the trees and the crops from the soil, and each year the man would stay shut away in his house on the hill. The people always had enough to eat, although recently, the harvests had been poor, and the food had been rationed to make sure there was enough to last for the month ahead.

One year, the harvest was exceptionally poor. The elders knew there would not be enough to last them all till the following year. Even the children looked concerned about the lack of colour in the branches of the trees. There was a lack of the usual festive joy that usually surrounded the harvest, and amongst the older and more experienced men and women, there was a very real worry and concern about the coming winter. What could they do?

As they turned back towards the village with their carts half filled, they were surprised to see a man standing in the centre of the path. No one knew who the man was or where he had come from. They knew not of any other people living in the garden, yet the man greeted them like old friends. “I see you have had a poor harvest this year” he said, “but you needn’t worry, for at my house I have enough chairs at my table for all of you, and enough food for you all to eat.”

The people felt relief. Although they had worked their hardest to provide enough food for everyone, the sun and the soil and the rain and the rivers couldn’t meet their expectations. Then, out of nowhere comes this man offering his hospitality. His timing could not have been better. It seemed they would not go hungry after all.

“I have only two horses”, said the man “The journey is short, but I must show you the way. I will send for you all one by one, and in time, all of you shall feast at my table.” With that, he turned and headed away into the distance. The people continued on their way, and went about life like normal, but inside each one of them was the knowledge that they would soon be dining with the man they had met that day.

Over the winter, one by one, the people rode away on the horses that the man had sent for them. Eventually, there was only one person left. It was the child who had spoken to the old man on the day of the harvest. As the last of the food ran out, the man arrived with the horses. He lifted the boy onto the saddle. “There is one more seat left at the table,” he said “We have been waiting for you to arrive before we commence our banquet. We had better make haste.” And with that they rode into distance. As the horse cantered through the trees and rivers, the boy turned around and saw the old man peering through the window of the house on the hill. ‘He must be too busy to come to the banquet.’ he thought to himself.

Winter became spring; spring became summer, which slowly gave way to the autumn. The trees of the garden were rich with colour and the smell of fruit. The branches broke under the weight of the fruit, which slowly rotted; the crops wilted in the fields. The sound of horses and laughter - by now just a distant echo lost in the depths of the rivers and the leaves of the trees – did not wake the man from his slumber.
Jul 2012 · 565
A Rich Man
Roma Carlo Jul 2012
I wander in this great expanse,
Horizons stretch before me,
Coins fill my pockets,
My stomach growls at me.

I search high and low,
No food do I find,
Am I not a rich man?
As I thought not a moment ago.

I pluck apples from the tree;
How sweet they taste.
How can I repay you my friend?
You have satisfied my need.

“I give what I take,
from the soil and the sun,”
The tree said to me;
Though how, I’m not sure…

“Whilst the sun shines high,
no man shall be poor.
You take fruit from my branches
The earth seeds from the core.”
Jul 2012 · 418
Show me
Roma Carlo Jul 2012
You took my hand,
I followed you without question.
Show me how to live;
Show me how to be free.

I would walk for eternity,
Your hand in mine.
To gaze into your eyes
Is to lose track of time.

When you are happy,
When you are sad,
You remain still;
I awaken from a daze

How long did I gaze
Into the depths of you?
Knowing I am lost...
Right where I wish to be.

I’m alive when you laugh,
When you cry next to me.
Jul 2012 · 526
Swim with me
Roma Carlo Jul 2012
I have carved the ice
That surrounds my heart
Into a beautiful palace
Forgetting the fire
That burns within
Ice is brittle
Water is soft
Let this ice melt away
And flow into rivers
And streams, and seas
Becoming one with all

This house of ice
You saw straight through me with your gaze
And I did not ask you to leave
If only you had stayed
I melt this ice so that you might be warm
We can swim in the ocean
Life will flourish

You are the match that gave rise to the fire
That released the heart of me
From this icy palace I had sought so hard to forge
For I knew not of you

There is a home here
Please visit me
Sit with me
Let us swim in the ocean
Jul 2012 · 759
Show Me The Way
Roma Carlo Jul 2012
Just another nut with an outspoken theory,
Their madness so severe,
not a single one could hear me,
They laugh when I'm sincere,
And they frown when I do joke,
Is there hope left in this world,
For the narrow minded folk?

Many questions I do ask,
And no answers do they give,
It's as though they'd rather die,
Than to laugh and than to live,
My speech they do not hear,
And my dance they do not see,
There sight obscured by rules and laws,
A prison for the free.

I'm the man who drives your taxi,
I'm the king upon the throne,
I'm the bird that gets the worm,
I'm the endless dial tone,
Seek and tho shall find me,
Though this game you play alone,
It's your choice to find the way,
To walk the path that can't be shown.

— The End —