Every night I lie awake
Thinking of the all plans we made
Some were big and some were small
I just wish we could have done it all

I should have seen all of the signs
I should have read between the lines
Of every laugh that hid the pain
And now it will all never be the same

How did it all end up this way
How did we all get so far astray
Unaware and caught offshore
In another winter downpour

You were there when no one was
Without even the slightest fuss
All it would take was a call
And you would smile trough it all

I only want to give back the same
Bring you back and ease your pain
Give you the life that you deserve
Give you everything on this earth

Every night I lie awake
As the day's about to break
I try to think of what you'd say
How I can face another day

And right before I fall asleep
I hear a voice it speaks to me
Live your life to the extreme
I fall asleep and begin to dream

But how did it all end up this way
How did we all get so far astray
Close your eyes and dream some more
Through another winter downpour

What it is to be desired
I will never know
No one's ever longed for me
I've spent my life unknown
I long to know a love
That cares for what I feel
That finds me attractive
And is actually real
Someone to fight for me
To never let them go
Someone to believe in me
Stand by me as I grow
But life has other plans for me
Than this impossible dream
To pull apart my inner soul
And rip it at the seams
In this sorrow I survive
To be ridiculed and teased
My heart infected by loneliness
I spread the hate disease
Outside I may seem cold
Robotic some would say
But inside I am crying
In misery where I stay
Waiting to be noticed
For someone to finally hear
My silent screams of agony
And my retired rivers of tears

Ever have a moment
Where the mind runs dry
A seemingly endless void
Like of that beyond our sky

Ever have a feeling...
Unable to describe
A secret within your heart
You carry until you die

Ever have a craving
You can't quite explain
A specific unknown taste
Unquenched without a name

Ever have a vision
That you cannot see
A blurred gray passing image
Of a future you or me

Ever have a nightmare
You don't quite recall
A subtle subconscious fear
Embedded behind a wall

Ever have a sadness
You refuse to share
A hidden infinite pain
Disguised with a smiling stare

Ever have an insight
Shake you to your core
If you don't get the message
"You're not alone anymore."

(You want to know)*
Trust me, Cause who I am
Just another lost soul condemned to be ******
Still I will try to hide behind my pride
And put my crying eyes aside
(You'll run away)
Screaming all the things that I've said
Through the tears you shed, you move on ahead
And leave me for dead, bound to my bed
By all the fear that i fed
(What the f#ck?)
Did you f#cken say?
What f#cken game are you tryin to play?
Anyway, it's just another f#cken cliche?
Cause everyone f#cks me anyway.

And even though you sigh every time I cry
I know all the lies that we all deny
Still we all get by...

By staying strong
And holding on
A blissful time
Will bring you peace of mind
Let go what's gone
And move along
Fear can not bind
What it cannot find

Trust me, Cause who I am
No on really knows so don't misunderstand
Runnin and runnin away from the pain
This never ending game is driving me insane
And so you put me in a padded room
Cause alone with my gloom you just assume
The room will become my tomb
And my hell will resume

But that won't happen to me
I may fall down but I land on my feet
Cause I am stronger than any of you can believe
I'm not alone you see I'm just free

And even though you sigh every time I cry
I know all the lies that we all deny
Still we all get by...

By staying strong
And holding on
A little time
Will bring you peace of mind
Let go what's gone
And move along
Fear can not bind
What it can not find

Every word that I said
Every shot you took instead
Repaired my heart
After you ripped it apart
Every word that I said
Every shot you took instead
Repaired my heart
After you ripped it apart

By staying strong
And holding on
A little time
Will bring you peace of mind
Let go what's gone
And move along
Fear can not bind
What it can not find

Trapped in a cage
I'm angry inside
Releasing my rage
There's nowhere to hide
Spreading my hate
Just like a disease
Infecting the plague
From street to street
Running away
You're caught in my wake
Losing your faith
You begin to break
Without delay
You open your eyes
No longer blind
To all the worlds lies
Now you're awake
And you're in control
The world's mistake
Was testing your soul

Okay so this is a project I am working on for fun. It is a song about pants hanging low. I hate that ****t. Anyways this is the first verse and chorus. Please let me know what you think. Remember it is meant to be funny but I want it to make sense too. Hoping to make it a video on Youtube when it's finished.<Fingers Crossed>*


Today's just another day I make the mistake to hesitate to awake
So now I'm late for my date with fate. I don't hate the breakfast I ate
But I think I rate too harshly today cause my innate irate state is now awake

See now...
As I look for my jeans the unforseen scene unfolds before my caffiene free life
Another serene latrine cleaned by my mean queen with her keen green eyes
So I convene just thirteen minutes obscene. With my demeaned destiny I collide

Because...
This hand I was dealt fell to hell when none of my wealth contained a belt
So don't dwell on my saggy spell cause it ain't a rebel. Can't you tell now I'm compelled to excel at

The Wigga Walk
Oh yea The Wigga Walk
I'm waddling like a penguin bro
'Cause my crotch hangs low
So I'm stuck doing The Wigga walk
Yeaaaa... The Wigga Walk

When I lie awake at night
Songs echo in my head
Verses bring back memories
And tears fall to my bed
I can't seem to sleep
Believe me I have tried
Moments recur over again
Every time I close my eyes.
Sometimes I get a moment
A few hours reprieve
Waiting for you to haunt me
Visit me in my dreams
But then I awake again
To my hellish reality
Trying to hold on
Reaching for my sanity
Impossible to comprehend
The reason that we're here
When calamity confines you
What's left is pain and fear
Concealed behind my jolly
Seldom am I seen
I'll just remain in the shadows
Alone for eternity