The **** is this emotion
I’ve been stuck between devotion
And suicidal rotation
It’s time to get my head stuck on straight
No more dwelling in self hate  
I’m trynna live in this debate
Now I know what I want and imma ******* take it
Can’t try to contain this
Life hasn’t been a ride
But today I really felt alive
At one point I wanted to die
But then I thought
Time ain’t in my side
And you needa know you the only one
I’d die for
I’d live for
Time to click off
Needa relay these thoughts
It’s love not a lost contour
On the map of life
Everyone asking if im alright
I just keep saying I am until I forget
Or I actually give a ****
They say I don’t care
Truth is I care
Only about a few this ain’t ******* new
You don’t understand and I can’t convey this through
I really ******* love you
I can’t handle all the moods
I’m happy and I don’t understand
Like what the **** is this
I’m gonna take a ****
On the roof we call life
Time to actually give it a try
You don’t know what it’s like
I’m constantly stuck smoking outside
Becayse I don’t know how to cope
With these thoughts, I’d rather hang from a rope
Everybody saying that I’m dope
Cause I sold out shows
Now I’m really ******* ******
Needs head on home
But I’m there and I feel so alone
I’m in a different zone