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RJ 15h
Some nights,
the quiet doesn’t comfort me.
It presses in,
like a hand on my chest,
reminding me how alone
walls can feel.

I count the seconds between my breaths,
as if spacing them out
might slow the ache,
but the truth is
I’m just trying to make
the moment last long enough
to understand it.

Still
the moon finds me,
spilling silver over everything,
and I think maybe
there’s beauty in being seen
by something
that asks for nothing in return.
RJ 1d
I’ve stared at him
on my worst days
the man in the mirror
who looks like me
but feels like someone else.

I’ve seen the tired eyes,
the clenched jaw,
the quiet that’s heavier
than any shout.
I’ve seen him break
without making a sound.

There were nights
I swore I’d disappear
if I let go for even a second.
Nights where the dark
sat on my chest
and dared me to breathe.

But I kept breathing.
Even when it hurt.
Even when it felt pointless.

I used to miss the version of me
before the disappointments,
before the betrayals,
before I learned
some people only show up
when the road is smooth.

Now…
I move slower,
but I move with intent.
I talk less,
but I talk with weight.
I’ve lost more than I’ve gained,
but what’s left is real.

The man in the mirror
isn’t perfect
but he’s still here.
Still standing.
And every time I doubt him,
he stares back and says,
“We’re not done yet.”
RJ 7d
Tonight, the moon hangs soft and wide
A silver hush across the tide
She doesn’t speak, but still she hears
The quiet weight of all our years

She knows the ones who dream too loud
And those who vanish in the crowd
She watches lovers drift apart
And still believes in every heart

A mirror lit with borrowed light
She turns the dark to something bright
Not blazing, no — she simply glows
And somehow that’s enough, she knows

So if you’re lost or feel unseen
Look up, the sky is not so mean
The moon is patient, calm, and true
And every night, she waits for you
RJ 7d
The winds of August hum a tune
Between the dusk and silver moon
Where time feels like a drifting tide
And shadows stretch but never hide

A quiet ache, a soft release
The kind of calm that carries peace
Not joy, not sorrow, something new
A truth that only night can view

We walk through days with hearts half known
In borrowed skin, not quite our own
Yet even broken wings can lift
When silence offers space to shift

So take this breeze, this moment's grace
Let doubt dissolve without a trace
You are becoming, slow and true
Not who you were, but someone new
RJ Aug 4
I'm not who I was
but not yet who I'll be
a shadow caught dancing
between versions of me

Some days I rise
like a flame in the wind
burning with purpose
a future to begin

Other days I drift
lost in the grey
rewinding old echoes
I swore I'd outplay

But still I move forward
quiet and slow
trusting the roots
in the dark still grow

So if you ask where I stand
the past or the dream
I'll tell you I'm here
in the in between
RJ Jul 28
Another day in paradise, they say
as the sun scorches hope off my back
and the clock laughs its slow, cruel laugh.
I'm supposed to be grateful.
Supposed to smile at the mess,
at the noise,
at the weight of pretending this is fine.

But I hate it here.
The way the air feels like a lie,
how the walls close in
even when I’m outside.
The way silence rings louder than traffic,
and company feels lonelier than being alone.

They dress it up with palm trees and promises,
but the ground still cracks beneath my feet.
And no matter how bright the sky looks,
I still wake up tired
still sleep with my fists clenched.

Another day in paradise, huh?
Then why does it feel like hell
with a better view?
RJ Jul 27
Some mornings,
I wake up and look at my reflection
and wonder who’s wearing my face,
the one with my eyes but not my soul.

I move through the hours
like a man who’s lost his shadow,
my own voice sounding like
someone else’s story.
The words come out
but they feel hollow,
empty shells
of things I never meant to say.

This skin feels wrong,
too tight,
too foreign.
I want to step out of it,
but there’s nothing underneath—
just old memories
and promises I never made.

I once knew who I was,
a version of me that walked with fire,
light in every step
and a quiet confidence in my chest.
But now I search for him
in the spaces between breaths,
in the silent moments
where I almost remember
the man I was before
I became someone else.

I’m tired of chasing a reflection
that isn’t mine.
I’m tired of feeling like a ghost
in my own skin.
But maybe,
just maybe,
I’ll find my way back
through the cracks in this armor,
back to the man I lost
without even knowing it.

And when I do,
I’ll stand taller.
I’ll be the man
I was always meant to be.
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