I often think about once and for all leaving this bark
But society's rules won't let that in my story arc
Enough crying. Enough loneliness. Tired of being sad
Time to return to where there are adventures to be had
A place where things make sense
A place that will give me a mental rinse
The dream of love and farming left behind in the county
Respark the dream of those catching me for my bounty
That dream often ends at my knuckle
Their skull slamming sound is just another notch for my buckle
Being on land for me was emotional error
But meet me on the high seas and I can show you true terror

These past few days have been quite the strain
Lucky to endure it without doing a Scott Pilgrimesque shave of the mane
I don't cope with loss or change very well
Especially when I'm plagued with the thoughts of someone going to hell
Not that this is taking a religious direction
Growing up with christian brain washing gives me that inflection
Made it through this without one shred
Promise you my life is much better without any meds
Blaming myself for not going in the night is not the best
Blaming others for not taking my mother to surgery won't bring me any rest
Gravity is the only thing that can heal and **** me
Dragging the sand down on me until I'm buried like she
A hug from the hands of the clock are all I need
Because pretty soon it will be time to sow seed
The tide carries on even if you are at the bottom of the deep blue
Whether or not you learn to surf, is up to you.

What I'm feeling is quite the cliche
But with so many stars out, what else can one say
I know one of them is you, but which
I'll count and search for you until my good eye starts to twitch
Search for you until I am quintessence of jealous
You are the one hanging with the lunar beauty that makes me zealous
With promises to keep, I shouldn't be joining you anytime soon
Until I can reach you both on my own, grant me your boon

You wouldn't want me to feel this guilt
Jokingly reminding me on what our friendship was built
But I am such a selfish man
I want to cling on to your every last minute while I can
Your last breath, I'm too late
I'm so sorry I made you wait
Where ever you are, I hope it is as wonderful as you were
This is all I pray with the moonlight illuminating my fur

Give this vessel to the Earth
Or give it to the flame
It matters not for I am no longer behind the helm
I'm done with this realm

The one I'm about to describe is partially feral
She doesn't concern herself if her hands aren't always sterile
Strong and wild, yet with peace in her eyes
Hold no fear toward my most likely demise
Words are her weapon of choice
Kiss my brain to sleep with lullabies from your wonderful voice
Can't be jealous of my other love in the sky
Don't be distressed when lefty is feeling shy
Perfection is not what I require
Someone who won't use me to mitigate their ire
Do this for me, and for you I'll lift the sea
Because all the plunder on the bottom is meant for we
Not to keep and squander, but to lazily toss back in
Yes my love, we can compare scars again.

They say it is cold out here in the outer reaches
But to me the heat is the equivalent of any beaches'
I came here to escape the echo of your silence
Attempting to be the target of your distant stare
Escaping those is futile when they work as an alliance
It matters not because I'm with the only entity that would ever care
Her rough surface and craters are deep enough to catch all anguish
Forever clinging to feelings because I'm far too selfish
I guess you could say I'm happy out here
Although everything inside me just wishes you were near