Did you hear that?
The anger of a heart
Ignored and made jest
Picked and take apart
Thumping painfully in their chest
…
A laughing stock
Forgotten in the family
Overlooked
Unseen
Unheard
…
Silenced

Did you hear that?
The anger of a heart
Ignored and made jest
Picked and take apart
Thumping painfully in their chest
…
A laughing stock
Forgotten in the family
Overlooked
Unseen
Unheard
…
Silenced

The setting sun paints colors on the clouds
Night is coming
The birds’ sweet chirps calm with other sounds
Night is coming
The moon rises with the days end
Night is coming
Dreams arrive with music’s soft ascend
Night is here

Food never satisfies it
Like a monster in my body
It hates eating
But it’s always hungry
…
“Just eat”
I can’t
“Stop being ungrateful”
I’m not
It hurts
It wants something
What is it
What will make it stop
“Human.”
It tells me
No.
I won’t.
A sharp pain shoots through me
“Eat.”
…
It’s hungry

Every days a happy day
don’t feel good ‘til I lie
Never feel good, I might do cry
Weeping acid until I die

Why do I feel this way
Never good in any way
Never enough for myself
Put my feelings on the shelf

writing this with a smile
But sad inside all-the-while
You’re standing
Protector over me
I’m staying
Smiling happily

I try to stay strong
Try to be brave
But I can’t be strong
I just feel so fake

I fear myself
I fear my mind
I fear everything you’ll find

No I don’t hurt myself
At least not anymore
When in the mirror
I don’t see myself
I’m not me anymore

I don’t like worrying people
That you know and see
So I don’t open up to people
They don’t know the real me

They see a mask
A mastered charade
I feel like a actor
This is my trade

theres no chorus
no melody
Is this what the world had planned for me?
  
This isn’t the end of me.

A zombie
That’s what I feel
A zombie
Nothing here is real
Gone
Those are my thoughts
Gone
Those are my senses
When will I be free
From this torturous reign
The ruling demons
In my brain
Feel
Feel what I do
See
See what I have
Live
Live how I do
Hear
Hear what I can
You can’t
Can you?
You never will
I am me
As haunted as I am
I am me
Not you.

I love you means you’re never getting rid of me
But that song’s Already been sung
Our story is fresh
A new melody to play under the sun
At night when I dream
a drift under the moon
You and I are too good to seem
Too good too soon
We are fragile
To the strands of fate
The ones that bind us
Unstable in state
Our distance that separates us
One of hundred of miles
the doubts around us
Start to compile
We will never bend
To those horrid thoughts
For if we did
Our hearts be distraught