And were young
Untainted canvasses where
Each
mistake
slowly
covers us in the colors of our youth.
So don't be afraid
Go out
Have fun
Make mistakes
Love
Live

And slowly create our painting, called our souls

And ill hold on
Tightly
Through storms and hurricanes

Til
Those
Tears

Are shed for **me

I was swept up
In our tornado of love

But in the end

Once its all done

Ill end up
Falling
Crashing
Crying

As our love turns into unclear mist

Sleep is wonderful.
It helps you recharge your tired bones
But for me, it serves as an escape.

An escape from her

From her lingering touch that i havent felt in days

From her sweet voice thats been absent from my life for far too long

From her heartwarming care that shakes me to the core

I miss you, my baby.

Ding ****, the clock has finally struck twelve.
Miniscule sounds of people having the sweetesr dreams could be faintly heard as I slowly walk down the stairs.
Each step resounding throughout my mind seeming as if drums are being drummed in between my ears.
My breathing rapidly gettigg faster as my intentions became clear to myself.
I made my way to the kitchen to grab the gleaming object on the table, and I told myself, "Now really is the time to say goodbye".
Slowly, i pressed the edge on the soft tissue of my wrist and i close my eyes. Memories come rushing to me; my mom's face as she first helped me walk, my dads cheering as I won my first tournament. That first kiss I had with my first love. The laughs, the tears, the memories with the people I hold beloved.
I fall, with tears falling from my eyes I realize, death still scares me more than living.
I walk up the stairs with heavy steps telling myself, "maybe the 10th times the charm, huh?"

It's ironic because your silence can bring me so much pain.

Under the rain, a man shouts,
"I'm sorry! I never wanted things to be this way" he says.

The girl replies, "I know you never wanted it to end up like this. Me, leaving."

With panic, the guy closes his eyes and checks. He notices the sound of the rain, the never ending crashing noises of the horns around these two people intertwined by fate. Lastly, he notices her heart. This once beautiful place has now turned into a deserted wasteland filled with nothing.

He starts trembling as he opened his mouth, " I love you." Slowly rolled off his tongue as tears started rolling down his eyes.

"I never wanted to hurt you. I was weak, with all my demons inside of me. I tried hiding them all from you and put on a show. A show that would fool you into believing that I was alright. That never did I feel defeated. That no matter what, I'd walk across the storm for the both of us, but I became tired. Mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted from the expectations of this trash world. I'm sorry that I was not strong enough to carry both of us on my back alone. I'm sorry...."

She slams her feet against the floor and as water droplets started flying up she shouts, " You were never alone. I was always there beside you. It's just that you were too busy looking forward that you weren't even able to check the people who are traveling with you. The people that care about you. Which is why you'll always be alone." As tears running down her face, she leaves the man sprawled on the cold, wet floor.