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Julie Jan 2019
I cant focus
So completely overratted lifestyle
I follow
You there
Now closer.
What the **** I imagined
You callining me 4 am
Sayng 'I love you honeybee'
****
Where have we gone?!
We lost..
I forgot there
I m back here
All the nights are back
So visible as your eyes
On me...
What is happening to me?!.
I dont want to have you on my mind
No more!
Julie Jan 2019
Always in someone else s bed
Moving around like it can save me
Passing stages
Of overjoy and misery
Well im losing it, all right?
**** i think i forgot how well we felt
That sunny morning on a hill
Your hands down my hips
Lips crossed in kiss
Could feel you all
And now memories trap me everywhere
I move along with a tear on my cheek
With a glued smile on my lips
So empty without your kiss.
I was there i know it was real
That couldnt be a dream
Nor illusion
We were one for that pass
In exclusive space
No one knew about...
And now memories trap me everywhere
I move along with a tear on my cheek
With a glued smile on my lips
So empty without your kiss.
Julie Jan 2019
One string my name
I feel your name
Second sound
Im melting under your thumb
There was something more to us
Just friends doesnt sound like us
But we are so far away from each other
It was hard to miss you
When I d loved you
The songs in cold nights
I dont feel guilt anymore.
Taking me back with every word
To the ****** sky over spanish sea
To the cheap red wine from a corner shop
I feel we havent changed
And we coming back to the first night of ours
First touch
I m tremblimg like never before
You control my breath
I feel I m falling into pieces
But it scares me
No more
Julie Jan 2019
Always in someone else s bed
Moving around like it can save me
Passing stages
Of overjoy and misery
Well im losing it, all right?
**** i think i forgot how well we felt
That sunny morning on a hill
Your hands down my hips
Lips crossed in kiss
Could feel you all
And now memories trap me everywhere
I move along with a tear on my cheek
With a glued smile on my lips
So empty without your kiss.
I was there i know it was real
That couldnt be a dream
Nor illusion
We were one for that pass
In exclusive space
No one knew about...
And now memories trap me everywhere
I move along with a tear on my cheek
With a glued smile on my lips
So empty without your kiss.
Julie Jan 2019
How to get out of my head
The nights I felt like a **** and princess
The mornings I was yours and only for you
Everything was too good to be true
I was to blind to see real us
In darkness
How to teach my heart forgetting
Leave the memories in past
Move on, away from the feeling
I believed was love..
Julie Jan 2019
I cant believe
Time s passing so rapidly
Since we met...
Now I m close to forgetting you
But then...
Someone mentions your name
Someone pours the wine we used to drink
They play the song we made love to
It all comes back
Laughs in the darkness of your apartment
Kissed bruises on my pale skin
Smell of fallen hopes
I couldnt let go
Time passed since we were one
In high green grass of London park.
Im close to forget you
Almost
Julie Jan 2019
We were reading bukowski together
You with your pint of Old Rosie, me with a house white
'' giving *******..
******* me off... "
"I kind of like to think that Im kissing you away"
You said she sounded like me
Unintentionally giving us a romantic touch
We never had
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