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Rhia Apr 2018
I wish I was in love with God.
Then I would want to spend so so so so
Much time with Him
It would never feel like a chore
I would never have to be prompted

And yet I am not in love with God.

How it pains me to write that!
How it pains me
And stabs me
And hurts me
To say that!

Because it is true.
Why does this desire that I want so badly not come to fruition in life and in my actions and in my time?
Rhia Apr 2018
Just sitting here
On a bench
In front of the library
Some footsteps
I look up to give a courteous smile
“Wow! Did you know that you have a really pretty smile?”
Well sir, thank you for telling me, but
I don’t especially care.
More talk
“What’s your name?”
“Where are you studying?”
My dear man, you are more than ten years older than me
Please just stop
“This weather is amazing!”
This weather is too hot.
But
the
conversation
drags
on
“You have a beautiful smile!”
“People need to compliment others more!”
And then, finally,
“It was nice talking to you!”
But then,
“Do you want a hug? I love hugs”
No, I do not want a hug!
But I give him a small hug
anyways.
He leaves
And I am left
Wondering
Whether that was just
Really sophisticated
Catcalling.
What do you do when people are nice in an unwanted way?
Rhia Apr 2018
God and religion are like love,
where you
know it's real but
you can't prove it no matter
how well you think you're
translating it.

And
when you do experience it,
it changes
how you see your world
despite the fact
that you
cannot
show it.
Some thoughts, courtesy of my friend.
Rhia Apr 2018
In the midst of a land
Filled with darkness an' all else banned
Was a seed that fell from the sky to the ground.

A mysterious hand with its mysterious ways
Planted the seed in a field where cows grazed.
Tendered and nurtured, alone in its orchard, all in its own little mound.

Then the rain, with its soft pitter-patter,
Struck the earth 'round it, causing it to splatter.
In spite of all this, the seed continued to grow–

Now a big-girl plant, its leaves sprouted broad.
Its roots grew long, grew deep in the sod.
It was no longer the seed that the hand had sowed.

Speed up some years, and what shall we find?
A strong oak tree; it boggles the mind!
Who knew that a small seed would produce such a wonder?

Old Mother Oak, once so youthful and free,
Is now an old woman, for whom we now grieve,
For her stiff trunk gives way at the sound of crashing thunder.

— The End —