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Reflected smile Feb 2020
Hey it's me! and I'm a pretender!
I can't ring a bell
I don't know how it plays
I hate the ****** roll
But when the ****** are around
I say the things that I don't won't to say
Because I want a blend in,
I fake the roll,
the real me cry's all night
Because he wants to be free
It's so painful how I cage myself in
And fake myself to the outside world.
I'm a pretender
And maybe I would always be
Because that's what the would need me to be, just maybe,!
I wish I could express myself better
I was here before,
But this atmosphere is different ,
Have you seen  butterflies That looks like the earth? With colours  so well harmonized that it fits perfectly on Thier wings in beautiful patterns and they can fly high through the clouds on the  streets where these young dreamers sat.
Young boys! Driven with purpose
Curious explorers,
men who saw visions beyond this realm...
But What's this new realm called?
This realm were they don't see, hear or feel!
They've gone blind on all senses
They all walk sideways
Addict's!
Drug addicts
Exalted fraudstars
Frustrated pornstars
They're lost!
They're all lost!!
No, Not our boys!
But our leaders !!
They're lost!! And they're intentional! About it ,
When the villain plays the hero!
The citizens would be lost in a loop..
I can't even look
...................but he threw the native chalk and said, a man would come, he comes with liberation , he's lost too but he would find his way
Reflected smile Feb 2020
They say readers are leaders
I'm not afraid so say
That I will be a follower forever
Because your thoughts won't let me read
Happy Valentine
Reflected smile Sep 2019
So funny how you're so fast but
slow
So amazing how you hurt but heal wounds
So unrealistic how illusional
you are  
So supernatural how men crave for you
So confusing how you have imprisoned mankind
So impressive how you have conquered all
So undefinable how you give hope
To mankind
Just wondering how life would  have been without you
Reflected smile Sep 2023
I'm not quite educated
But I can educate you on how I feel
Yes the pills
My own safe haven
Behind the pills is
The only place I can call home
Because that's the only place where I don't care if I'm laughing too loud or not!
where I'm free to be me
Where I don't have to get scared if I would be accepted
Where I can play like a kid again
It feels real But doesn't last long
It's just like a trans just that  the feelings are real
Reflected smile Sep 2019
I'm sorry
I'm not the truth
I'm not who you think I am
I lost it long ago
I'm a pool of lies
I'm full of deception
Because nobody knew me as truth
Nobody listened to me as truth
So I drowned him along with the Titanic
I'm so sorry he died
Nobody actually  wanted him
They're all glad he's gone
The TRUTH
Reflected smile Feb 2020
Let me be your typewriter
Don't say a word
And I would write your world
Keep calm
let me rewrite your universe
I know your heart
Reflected smile Feb 2020
Hero's don't cry
But tears dropped down her eyes
When she saw her son Not among them whom worn the 👑 crown,
She lives to see him wear the crown
It was her childhood dream,
Birthed from her childhood failures
All her dreams wrinkled in a minute
And her tears became unleavened
Because her son couldn't wait
He slept on before the day of glory
The crown was supposed to be his
He actually came out first.
The breath of the day became his last
Inspired by a true life story
Reflected smile Feb 2020
The birds fly why can i?
Others are beautiful but me?
My voice can't take the note but not thiers?
Their family is wealthy why is mine not?
What if I was born in pluto
What if I live outside the universe
What if the earth was a part of my toll collection
What if the Galaxy was my bucked
If what if the stars were too tiny for me to hold
What if men never had dreams
What If my title and the body isn't in line
How does it affect you?
Reflected smile Mar 2020
I need a girl who will go crazy about me, who won't stop texting even if I don't reply, who be there when I graduate, who will laugh when I tell dry jokes, who will take me on her shoulders so that I can see tomorrow, who will  tell the world that I'm for her without being ashame, who would hold my hands just for me to feel like Christmas , who will share sweet memories with me, who will live in my dreams, who will drop the world just to carry  me, who will loose all just to have me, who will be my strength when I'm weak,  who will be my all in all (I know she doesn't exist)
But if you do, why can't you just come into my world and a swear I would be all to you in a million fold
Reflected smile Feb 2020
My heart burns when you say
"It's okay "
I know you are not.
I feel awful not having you by my side, 
How is it like in cold'heart  City?
How do I explain this
I can't just stop my eyes from bleeding,
Simply because I asked myself how much I love you,
And that's the only way my eyes could  answer.
I can't write more because my Hands are shaking and I'm feeling sick,
I will keep breathing on our past memories
I just wanna say
I WOULD BE ALONE TOMORROW
I love you
Reflected smile Oct 2022
Aliya raise the song from the back
why  are these seats empty?
And Where is Ephraim?
I don't know ma
But he's better forgotten!
He said the Street has more faith in him
So He left the faith for the street
Who could blame him
Maybe the street really did valued him more than we did
Now he lives in fame and fortune
I don't think he's ever coming back

If all you said is true !
Then indeed he's surely not coming back
Oh the street has won again
Reflected smile Mar 2020
When I first saw you, you were colorful, beautiful and wonderful
I remember talking to you and I almost wanna lick your mouth, oh **** it smells great, on getting home I could still persive you all around, how great was your perfume
BUT  now!!!!!
WHAT HAPPEND ?
I could hardly breathe yesterday ,
Whooozzzzzz!!!!!
My peffff died the moment I got close to you .....
Is it Because resposiblity has abide?
Truthfully
All about you has waxed cold!!!!
Why
Reflected smile Sep 2019
Why
You gave her out
Tossed her away
You never thought twice
Just because you tried drowning her
And still she survived
So you decided to throw her far away
Without Sympathy
Now she's grown up
She's made up
You came asking for a part In her life
Why??
Why do want to be part of her life
Why?
Why have you come to put her in that  sit of decision that you already made long ago
Why??
      Why??
               Why??
Reflected smile Sep 2019
I'm scared of tomorrow
I'm afraid there won't be enough time
Just can't face today
To me yesterday was a tragedy
All because I let her in
I gave her love
Showed her a new world
Still she became my nightmare
She's my fear of tomorrow
She's my tears for time
She's my absence from today
And my mistake of yesterday
SHE'S EVERYTHING CALLED
SSOORRRRROOWW
Reflected smile Mar 2020
What do you call worship
Who is "worship"
When you worship what goes on in your mind?
When you close your eyes what do you see?
Naked photos or you go off thinking of something else
Can you tell if you're really worshipping ?
Who do you picture when you worship, the actor or Jesus?
Is it okay to picture the "actor" while worshipping?
How do you feel when you worship?
Must something be felt before it's called worship?
Is worship Beyond closing of eyes?
Is it beyond singing?
Tell me
Wow
Reflected smile Oct 2019
Wow
So proud of myself
Upgraded my thinking
And a new view to life
Use to be afraid of tomorrow
But no longer
I'm more than wow
You
Reflected smile Oct 2019
You
Its all about been single, but
Just so sad how she suddenly
Call me a friend
We use to be best Paddy's
Now the salt is lost
And flavour gone
she knows a better guy
I can hear me introduces as an old
Time school mate.
Friends would have been better
Unsurprising how the image of me has wiped from our photo with no respect to Time
Nothing is worth loving

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