I need a girl who will go crazy about me, who won't stop texting even if I don't reply, who be there when I graduate, who will laugh when I tell dry jokes, who will take me on her shoulders so that I can see tomorrow, who will  tell the world that I'm for her without being ashame, who would hold my hands just for me to feel like Christmas , who will share sweet memories with me, who will live in my dreams, who will drop the world just to carry  me, who will loose all just to have me, who will be my strength when I'm weak,  who will be my all in all (I know she doesn't exist)
But if you do, why can't you just come into my world and a swear I would be all to you in a million fold

As I close my eyes to sleep
all my **** ups starts playing like a full movie
when I open my eyes it turns into a long audio clip
my only escape route from those thoughts is when I'm high
because when I'm high even though they still play but I no longer care !
Maybe then I have to stay high

Hey it's me! and I'm a pretender!
I can't ring a bell
I don't know how it plays
I hate the ****** roll
But when the ****** are around
I say the things that I don't won't to say
Because I want a blend in,
I fake the roll,
the real me cry's all night
Because he wants to be free
It's so painful how I cage myself in
And fake myself to the outside world.
I'm a pretender
And maybe I would always be
Because that's what the would need me to be, just maybe,!

This room isn't enough for me to swallow....
Deep down I know the floor is cold shallow....
The same bed but know it feels like a wheelbarrow.....
I wish I could just dissolve! snap your fingers, please thanos!...
Can't believe she did this! She was just like my pillow...
She knew all my secrets, and I adored her like a sparrow".....
My tear drop always on her chest in my deep shadows....
She looks so sweet and sounds like a piano....
It was all going fine and I even promised her Tomorrow,....
She wanted a horse but a made her ride on the biggest cow....
On that big, soft,white fancy bed we would sing songs and curdle....
" You can count on me like 1,2,3, I'll be there" she solos.....
The same lips came the words that pierced my heart like arrows........
Before she left and never returned....
She is the testament of my sorrow's....
Monsterous like Goro....
Disastrous like Mario.....
Dangerous like a rifle.....
And deceitful like the night hallo's....
But ****! I still want her so bad
I feel useless without her
I don't want to see another day without Delilah
Where is my Delilah
Have you seen Delilah?...

Aliya raise the song from the back
why  are these seats empty?
And Where is Ephraim?
I don't know ma
But he's better forgotten!
He said the Street has more faith in him
So He left the faith for the street
Who could blame him
Maybe the street really did valued him more than we did
Now he lives in fame and fortune
I don't think he's ever coming back

If all you said is true !
Then indeed he's surely not coming back
Oh the street has won again

Don't  look for love in the slumbs(local poor area) because movies told you so or else you would be doomed

The rich ones love more than the poor because their wealth excites them and the poverty of the poor upsets them,
I bet you it's better to be with an excited person than the angry oness that are doomed
Be wise or elses you would be doomed!!

Afraid of what she holds
What she can unfold
What I may become
How about my income?
Will my kids use a golden comb
Or drink from the best honey comb?
Years beyond yrs would i be bold 2 stand?
I hope I don't hide when I see them!(frnds)
I hope I won't be ashame to speak up!
I hope all my good ideas don't end up null
I'm sincerely fuckinly scared of tomorrow
Too much drugs and alcohol..
Makes the tornado colorful

I never knew how you felt when I said those words
I wish I could take back each word !
But I guess it's too late
I wish I knew
I really wish I knew
I wish you could hear me say
I'm sorry