Don't  look for love in the slumbs(local poor area) because movies told you so or else you would be doomed

The rich ones love more than the poor because their wealth excites them and the poverty of the poor upsets them,
I bet you it's better to be with an excited person than the angry oness that are doomed
Be wise or elses you would be doomed!!

Hey it's me! and I'm a pretender!
I can't ring a bell
I don't know how it plays
I hate the ****** roll
But when the ****** are around
I say the things that I don't won't to say
Because I want a blend in,
I fake the roll,
the real me cry's all night
Because he wants to be free
It's so painful how I cage myself in
And fake myself to the outside world.
I'm a pretender
And maybe I would always be
Because that's what the would need me to be, just maybe,!

Its all about been single, but
Just so sad how she suddenly
Call me a friend
We use to be best Paddy's
Now the salt is lost
And flavour gone
she knows a better guy
I can hear me introduces as an old
Time school mate.
Friends would have been better
Unsurprising how the image of me has wiped from our photo with no respect to Time

Cover up, empty ***.
Feelings down, thoughts up.
Wanted to cry, but must be a man.
Looked around, no hope found .
Phone ringing, mum calling ,
Hello mom are you okay??
Son I'm starving nothing to eat (crying) .
It's ok mom, I will get back to you soon. I will send you some money  and don't cry mom I said , with my eyes covered in tears.
Actually I have not even a penny, I'm  cashless. Totally broke.
The worst feeling I have evered had is telling my mom it's going to be okay, when nothing seems to be okay and no hope of it getting okay or better  soon. To cut the long story short
I'm  so happy mama is happy now
Because her dogs eat five times a day