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Eric Michael Sep 2020
I caught myself reminiscing again
I just don’t understand why things change from what we planned
I made mistakes, I wear them well
I’m just trying hard to prevail

And I don’t have much confidence
Left to take advice from all my friends
And it seems so ******* useless
See I always stray away in the end
I’ve dug a hole too deep
Find it hard to find release
In these situations you complicate
It’s these growing pains that I’ve grown to hate

Now I lay alone on my bedroom floor
Stare at an endless sky, there’s a light that never dies
And a bottle in my hand that just seems to pass the time
I’m just trying hard to survive

I’ve become what I always feared
And I miss what I once held dear
I just don’t understand why things change from what we planned
I caught myself reminiscing again
Eric Michael Sep 2020
Little plastic signs cover all the lawns
Spend your money for the rich leaders cause
Here to show your support
For the ones looking for a job
Here to take your money
To argue all the opinions
Like it even matters at all.

“Another a**hole’s name”
Broken promises, led astray
Money claims everything
Is there no room for love at all?
Where’s the unconditional?
Screaming and fighting
Trusting all the lies.
I won’t play that game.
No room to control change.
Live your life,
Cause it’ll never be the same.
Electors finding rage, they will hate
But love will be the only way.
Eric Michael Sep 2020
Can you open up for me?
Vulnerability
Tell me all your fears
Tell me all your dreams
I wanna be your medicine man
In this world of pain
Hand me all your baggage
Let go of the pain
Let the lovin’ take hold
I can be the aid
If you just let me
Eric Michael Aug 2020
Life don’t feel the same
Without my twin flame
All the negative traits that we create
Molded into love, or what we thought was fate
We found ourselves in one another
A desperate plea to help each other  
Look in the mirror and tell me what you see
My twin flame
She’s just like me

Sometimes
I think I hear you calling me
Begging for help
To tell you it will be okay
I’m not too far, but I have to stay away
I can help you still; trust me
I wish you could feel
Where I’ve been these days
I had to leave you, I had to change
I found peace and it’s been strange
Without my twin flame
Just show me you’ve changed

An eye for an eye
And now we’re both blind
If birds of a feather flock together
Where does that leave you and I?
The liar and the cheat
Committed to deceit
I drank the poison
How the hell can I trust me?

My twin flame
she’s just like me.
Eric Michael Aug 2020
I was the firecracker, you were the flame.
My fuse was too short, I projected my pain. You might have burned me but the pieces still sting.
I left all of myself in smoke and debris.
Scattered among my goals and dreams.
Thought I was a man, the kind who stood up for what he believes.

That little boy inside,
he wouldn’t let me climb
out from the fountain.
Youthfulness proved useless,
said you heard it all before.
“Sorry doesn’t mean a thing to me, if you can’t change anything”

Stepped away from the damage.
Couldn’t bear to watch,
the man stripped away from the boy inside.
Sometimes the worst parts in life,
are the best in hindsight.
Eric Michael Aug 2020
I’ve spent so many years by your side
Can’t take back this feeling and I wonder why
You pushed me aside, left me to rot in my own mind

I taste turmoil on cold lips and feel the pain
As she loosens the grip on my wrists
I’ve come to find that I don’t have a stable mind
You leave me feeling so worthless all the time

Everything changes and everyone grows
But no one ever really lets go
Remember me, keep me in frame
Don’t let me fade away
I’ll always wait

Do I even exist anymore?
Am I dust on the shelf that you choose to ignore?
Do I even exist anymore?

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