5 years old, loved the world, saw beauty in everything.
She loved to dance, she loved to twirl and sing.
Not a care in the world,  not one broken piece of her heart.  
It took one person, one act to tear her whole world apart.
Suddenly the world wadnt so beautiful and fun.
He stole her innocence, he took the shine from her sun.
No where to run nowhere to hide from reality that monsters were real.
Although, her face said she was ok, she couldnt run from the demons..she wondered of she'd heal.
When no one believed her she faced the demons alone locked inside her head,
Every night alone checking her closets and under her bed.
Why dont they believe me, why didnt they help me? Its all my fault.  
They said it wasnt true, and it was attention that she sought.
Shes left to fight the constant evil left inside her,
Even though no one believed and no one stood beside her.

Woke up this morning not expecting the news I got today,
I was told your heart stopped beating, that you'd slipped away.
I may not have held you in my arms, but I will forever hold you in my heart,
My heart is shattered, my head is spinning, my world torn apart.
You did exist, you were still mine and I'll love you always.
And while you may be gone now, your memory forever stays..
Love mommy

After years of fighting, years of hiding and suppressing,
The world has became too much, became so depressing.
My mind races my chest feels like it's caving,
I need help but not sure if it's love or attention I'm craving.
The darkenss is all around around me, I can't find the light,
But I'm asking you to hold my hand, give me strength to fight.
I don't want to end like this, I don't want to fade away,
Help me find my way help me walk into a brighter day

Let me take in all your pain, all your anguish all your sorrow,
Let me help you through this show you a better tomorrow.

Lay all your problems on my hands, and let me take your depression away,
Give me your anxiety and all your worries and fears,
Let me be the one to hold your hand and wipe all your tears.
My love for you is stronger than any issues you may have,
Let me be the one for ever to make you smile to make you laugh.

These years together have really wore us down,
I hate to see you sad and i cant stand to see you frown.

I cant help but remember when your eyes were bright and your smile was wide,
Time has changed you, broke you down..it seems something inside you has died.

We used to have something everyone else longed for,
Our love was unbreakable but not so much anymore.

When i look at your face and see your sad eyes look back at mine,
I realize that we used to over come anything but something tells me not this time.

My sweet love, i am so sorry we tore eachother apart,
Im so sorry we let this world break our hearts.  

Goodbye my sweet love, i wish you the very best in this life..
Ill always miss you and ill forever miss being your wife.

I feel like I'm hanging on by my finger tips,
I'm slipping I can't hold anymore,  I'm losing my grip.
I'm so afraid to fall, and lose our life,
But every little thing hurts so much worse and cuts like a knife.
We took it all for granted, but how was I to know that we'd fall apart to fast,
I thought we had a special kind of love, one that would last.
When you say that you love me, I want to believe it,
When you tell me you want me, I want you to mean it.
Everything has changed, our lives are different,
Our love has faded, you've become so distant.
It's time to fix ourselves and let go of each other,
We need to heal inside before we can love another.